Every Part Of Life Is A Lesson

2011-10-22T15:40:00.002+08:00

You turn back to look at me in the end . But you didn't choose to walk back to me yet . You told me that you had complerely given up hope on me . I don't understand at all . I don't know how to make a choice now . All I wants was the best for you that all . You have suffer long enough . Please make a decision . At least I know what I should do .

2011-10-21T01:26:00.003+08:00

I can see you are finally making a move . Finally stepping out from there . Continue moving . Don't turn back alright . I will be moving off soon . I'm sorry for my anger . I'm sorry for neglecting you . I'm sorry for not giving you any cares this while . I'm sorry I always blame you for anything . I'm sorry baby girl . Now it's time for you to move off . Don't hold back . Be brave and go . I will be alright being alone here believe me . I will be watching you for a while before I move off . Please consult a doctor soon . Stop being so stubborn . Sorry to make you suffer . I'm just not that type of boyfriend . I'm so sorry . I failed to give you a name in the end . I LOVE YOU

2011-10-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

My baby girl . Just keep looking forward and walk . Please don't look back at me because it makes me even more not willing to let you go . Do you know why I never make any actions about having a new relationship ? Because I will rather cry on my own without having you doing the same . I'm just waiting for you to move forward to a new relationship . I have put my hardest front already and thats my limit I believe . So now move forward don't look back at me anymore . You're doing good my dear baby girl . Just keep moving, I'm alright just a few tears dropping down from my face . A few cuts that hurts my heart that all . But I know this is the best for you . Please take care alright ? So now go on doing what you are doing now . All the best for your studies :D Lastly I really LOVE you .

2011-07-12T16:33:00.002+08:00

I guess he is still angry at me about that incident . Feeling depress to face the facts after sure a long friendship . I know that incident did cause a lot of troubles and problems but i'm not the one creating it and i don't wish that to happen too . Yes i know that it was my girlfriend who create it but it doesn't mean it's my fault also . Some thing is just out of my control . I don't even know who can i talk to now . Speaking to my girlfriend will only cause misunderstanding and quarrels afterall it's partly her fault that this incident was created . In fact i'm very angry about this matter and her . But what can i do ? Quarreling with her or breaking up with her can't solve anything . Talking to her can't really give me peace . Talking to some friends but they don't seem to understand . Haish . Anger is rising, getting depress . Even now feeling stress which i don't even know what i am stressing about .

2010-12-27T20:30:00.001+08:00

Blah Blah Blah . Time to cool down, relax every part of me and press the restart button of me when i'm ready . Thinking too much is BAD for health . Haas i'm done and ready and so i'm gonna start to think again but this time in a more slowly relaxing way . I won't stop finding you unless you're beyond my reach

2010-05-02T17:06:00.002+08:00

Blogger kinda having some weird problems nowadays .
Anyway i finally PASS my Driving License and also finally receive a letter from NS .
My enlistment date is on the 8th of june which is just two days after my birthday .
So this year birthday i'm gonna enjoy a hell of good times !
But first i had to work for money to have fun and some savings for army use .
By the way im going Civil Defend, haish people take gun and rifle i take water gun =.=
So far life is good, nothing stressful coming to me too .
I enjoyed my days in work, thanks to a few crazy asshole who love to team up with my mother to bully me =.=
That all for now gonna go for a game of DOTA .
Opps sorry about the dota game dont get angry hor --->(To the girl who always view my blog without leaving a tag)

2010-04-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

Many things happen during this two months

Things that i never think that it will actually happen to me that soon

Seriously the feeling of missing is really killing me

But to be careful of making another big mistake

I'm very sorry to make that decision

It's not about you in fact it's about me

I had already forgive you but i dont understand why

Why am i still holding on the anger and pain about the past

And since i cant let go i won't be doing anything to your wish

As i dont wish to hurt you

Saying i dont love you

Sound quite bullshit

But i know

Time will heal me slowly

And as for you

I'm very sorry

Please

Move on with your life

Create a good future with your own hands

Hope in future if we happen to pass by

Each other with a smile on our face

2010-03-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

After a year plus had passed by

I cant believe

I'm still actually

Thinking, saying and wishing

Thinking of the time we had

Saying how much i regretted

Wishng how i hard i wish time will goes back

But

Will anything change

My future is a secret to me

Moving forward is what im doing

Waiting is all i can do

Trying is what i will never stop

Being strong is what i must do

I wont give up

No matter what outcomes

I will still stay strong

Try

Wait

Till the Day you reach me

2010-02-24T20:37:00.004+08:00

It's about time now i guess . Waiting for this day when no one will actually come to my blog anymore . After all my point of view for blogging is to throw pour all the saddness, pain and stress out . This year CNY wasn't really great due to a couple of things that happen and we wasn't even well prepare to face it .

1st Valentine Day happen to fall at the 1st day of CNY, being single and lonely during Valentine Day : (

2nd incident was something that really shocked everyone of us . It was the death of my best friend's dad and his grandmother . It happen on the fourth day of CNY . My mind just went totally blank after hearing it .

Still life goes on,

Sad faces showing among friends,

Revealing truth about friendship,

Who is really a friend of yours and who is not,

Period of knowing and being together as friend are not important,

When things happen in the bad way,

Friends that stood by your side when you really need,

Are what we said True Friends.

Right now i had leave Concorde Hotel Banquet not because i don't like or any personal reason, just that i found a better job and my mother working place at Jurong International Business Park .

Hopefully things will go smooth after today .

Time out. It's about time!

2009-09-02T04:29:00.000+08:00

History repeated again.
It's time for me to leave this spot and carry on.
But i will be your guardian angel in the dark.
Even how much i wish i can be in shinning in the light.
I knew i will never be able to make it.
You told me you're sick making so worried but actually you lied.
I tried to be angry about it but i just can't do it.
I knew i won't be able to be angry at you no matter how hard i try.
Since this is how our fate should be then let it be.
It's about time i leave this spot but one day i definently will be back one day.
For now i don't wish to create troubles and problems to you.
Thanks for accompanying me that night at your house.
I'm tired really tired of loving you in the dark.
Tired of trying hard to be able to shine brightly.
For now i'm taking a break but what i had promise you and your parent will never fail.
Because it's not the promise that made me hold but the love for you.
I'm here in the past, i'm here in present, i will still be here in the future.
Wendy stay happy always, bless you and your relationship will last as long as you wish.
Time for me to go now.
I will be back when the time is right...

2009-08-15T04:29:00.000+08:00

Today have a short chat with Clarence my GayBrother.
First thing GayBrothers are not GAY we are just Brothers.
Anyway today was actually chatting to Clarence about the question that i can't answer.
Was asking him about my present in this world is important and why izzit?
Clarence thanks anyway for waking my mind up without your words i believe i'm still stuck.
Free from some questions but still trap in the same old place but at least a bit of improvement was made.
I sms and asked Wendy a question last morning which is 6am in the morning.
But i didn't get any answers from her but receive a sms that she's in orchard shopping around.
Right now i just feeling so messed up right now.
There are so many things i wanna say to you but i can't because i'm a coward.
There are so many things i wanna show to you but i can't because i'm useless.
AND
There are so many things i wanna prove to you but i can't because it's too late.

2009-08-14T05:04:00.000+08:00

Things going up and down for me.
Ended a relationship recently and nothing much affected me.
Asking myself why am i feeling nothing about it?
And i can't even answer it myself.
Met up with sooyi few days back at lot1.
Have a short trip of chatting with her while sending her home.
She was sharing her problems with me.
And this question went up my mind:"How important is my present in this world?"
At night as i can't sleep, finally pouring out my pain to sooyi over the phone in sms.
Felt kinda lighten up but things just went as usual the next day.
Just now met up with josephine my childhood friend to check up on how's she had been coping.
Same thing and question came up my mind again when josephine to me this.
She said:"Claudius do you know how important your present is? If one day i will to fall, people around me will fall too!"
I recalled Wendy told me some similar too, she said:"Everyone can leave her but not ME because i'm someone special to her!"
I made a promise to Wendy that i will never leave her no matter what or how, will always be there as a friend or some other relationship.
The same old question came up again How important is my present in this world?
Finally i felt ii'm not doing fine more and more because it's seem i'm getting more and more lost about myself.
Just a moment of time when josephine said:"Claudius" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This moment it remind me of wendy, the feeling of wendy was there was so strong as if she was actually there but,
when i look up if was actually josephine my childhood friend.
Some things seem familiar about josephine and wendy but i just can't figure it out.
Maybe i'm thinking too much after all.
Felt a bit relax to hear from josephine that she's coping well in her family and her son.
As for wendy i'm happy to see her having a good boyfriend which is taking care of her right now.
So i guess it's about time i leave this place but i guess it might be a hard one.
After all there is still some weight that i'm unable to lift off.
I'm still holding a torch for Wendy after all is past and history.
I always said to many that "What is yours is yours and what is not will never be yours"
It's meaningfull but am i doing it like what i said to many?
In fact i never been into a relationship that i felt so comfortable and so "mature" in a way.
It totally change my life giving me the light and colours to my life.
Maybe i might sound kinda childish but i really just can't explain it as if i'm writing a story.
Last thing to add on, You can understands others needs and feelings but it's not easy to understands your reall needs and feelings.

2009-08-05T04:03:00.000+08:00

Seem like this blog had be abandoned by it's owner. . .
Actually don't really have much things to blog about.
But i believe at least i can throw some of my problems here and let it be bygone.
Don't really sure am i moving on the right path of my life or am i creating a root of a mistake?
Take a look at myself in the mirror and found that i'm not doing fine at all.
Looking into my eyes deep inside it was sadness which was trying their best to get out as tears.
Just a question to ask myself why did things take out this way?
Why did i had to let it be a history?
Will our life be better if those things never happen?
A night outside your house gotten a hug given by you and that feelings we once had are still there.
But next it was been covered by regret and sadness.
A friend hug you say ?
But izzit true it's just a friend hug or "friend hug"
This coming saturday i'm moving to redhill.
Believe we gonna see each other much lesser but still you're always in my heart

2009-06-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hmmm what am i suppose to blog today? Yesterday meet up with sooyi and accompany her to citispa for her facial. While waiting for her facial to be done, i went to westmall arcade to see whether anyone is playing DDR today. To my suprise all my friends are there waiting for their turns to play. Meet HuiJuan NuEr and have a dance with her too, nuer you did improve a lot so far, dont give up no matter what because no1 was born to be a pro in DDR dont let others words discourage you alright. After that went to fetch sooyi and went down to KFC for dinner, dinner was treated by her. Sounded like i'm a xiao bai lian but too bad i'm not since my skin is so TANNED haas. After dinner we walked around browsing shops for her makesup set and fetch her home. Hmmm tomorrow have to go to work and i'm still sick yet i'm not resting to get well. Oh well just let this sick go off by it's own ^^

2009-06-01T14:25:00.001+08:00

Damm 5 more days to my birthday and now i'm sick. Today not going to work because dont really have the energy to move around. Stupid fever burning my whole body making it so freaking hot. Dry throat making me so hard to talk really felt shagz. Anyway now rest awhile then need to take a long ride to the nearest polyclinic which is at Chou Cho Kang.

2009-05-29T04:22:00.002+08:00

Today went to work for a few hours because of a seriously stomach pain. It's not like i need to go toilet but it's more on vomiting the foods i ate at the staff canteen. Wei En dismissed me early and told me to go home but i went to the staff canteen to rest because i'm waiting for josephine to come and fetch me home. I suspect that the food in canteen were not clean at all, that why i had a serious stomach pain and made me vomit. Anyway after josephine came down to fetch me, we went to takeshimaya there to sit down and slack and i can rest. Seriously i dont felt right moving at all, was thinking about resting there and not move. Rested for an hour or so, she fetch me back home and now i felt better alot but then i still keep missing her. Guess we should really quiet down for the time being.

2009-05-29T04:19:00.001+08:00

Haish so many things happening around and yet i'm so foolish to let anger took control of me again. I'm regretting a lot to say those words and asked those questions to you and even saying words that i shouldn't. I'm sure a failure. All i wants to say is wendy i'm very sorry about that night, i'm sorry about everything that happen that night, just wish you could forgive me. I choose to believe you all this while and i know i'm stupid to be affected by stupid words from him but i knew my mistakes. Haish~

2009-05-27T16:49:00.002+08:00

BIRTHDAY COURTDOWN~!!!

Calling all my Family, Brothers & Friends~~
Let do a Courtdown with me
Join me in this small little courtdown
To my 19th years old birthday

Let just say i'm really excited about my this year birthday
Because there is gonna be a surprise from someone
Just hope this year will be the a successful and wonderful birthday
I ever had in my life~!!!

2009-05-27T16:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i learned something worth priceless from daphne. Thanks a lot daphne for your actions and doings. Love is selfish and a very complicated thing in the world but yet it's so wonderful. Loving a person doesnt mean must that person in fact you should give the person happiness. I'm ot gonna know what's gonna happen next in my life maybe something very happy or disappointed about but one thing for sure no matter what's gonna happen, my love for you is not gonna change even till the day the whole world was gonna abandoned you, claudius will always be there for you having a place for you inside my heart. As for the "you" i know you read my blog some times so dont misunderstand anything here because it all just for "you" and you should know who you are.

2009-05-27T16:38:00.003+08:00

Missing the girl you love and unable to see her wasn't the most hurting feeling to bear. In fact missing the your brothers who have been your best friends for years, been always by your side no matter what. They will the ones who were with me whenever my heart is bleeding and tears are rolling down. To all my GayBrothers, i really miss you guys a lot , WeiXian & SweeMing both of you better take care inside camp and come out one piece dont die on me. As for WenHui i gotten the news of what happen to you, let this be a lesson to you alright dont make the same mistake again in your life, Kor Kor are still here for you so as the rest of the GayBrothers.

2009-05-26T02:32:00.002+08:00

Hmm found out one thing about the readers in my blog. They tend to read my blog and next leave without tagging instead they will rather sms me or call me to ask what happen or even leave a offline message in my msn. Nowadays readers are so strange and cute in a way. . . Nowadays i been crazy about jay chou and boys like girls songs. My birthday is coming soon and this year im really excitied about it since wendy had a suprise for me. I hope my wishes do really come true. My love will you spend your day with me on my b'dae?

2009-05-21T18:08:00.002+08:00

Opps i forgot something very important~!!! Hope it's not too late. I, claudius ching here by as a Gay Brothers and behalf of the others GayBrothers who was in army now congrats Lim SeokYee and Andy upon their marriage~! Last forever and happiness alright never give up on each other hor~~!!! To view the photos please go to this website : http://www.shani-loves-andy.blogspot.com/

2009-05-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

Loads if things happening this few days. Like about yesterday, meet up with my friends at bt batok and went to slack. Halfway slacking, Simon was been grabbed at the arm by a uncle who i suspect is drunk at block 106. Simon keep asking him to let go in a kind way but the uncle insisted his a C.I.D and not wanting to let go. When the uncle let go of Simon when Edmund and XinXun walks towards them after that arguement were created. We was scolding and shouting back at the uncle when he insulted us and trying to pick a fight with Simon. Next we went off from Blk106 and spitted into two groups, the 1st group was to get out of it while the other group walk around the block to check whether if that uncle is following us or not. And that was when Simon and i was about to face one of the most dangerous problem. Simon and i was the second group who were suppose to walk around and check, 10mins passed as we sperated from the 1st group and that is when we saw that uncle agian but this time he's not emtpy handed. He was holding a weapon which looks like a sword to me rushing towards simon, trying to attack him. At that point of time i was trying to attack him too but then i cant just attack him recklessly as he was holding a sword. Got no other choice but to save simon from being attack and next it's my turn to be attack. Managed to dodge his attacks and next he ran off when simon shouted "Wah bring weapon ar, claud call people come now!" So i followed him and provoking him to delay the time as simon had phone the police. Too bad i failed, he hired a taxi and ran off. Next moments the police arrived and we was been questioned, was telling and explaining to the police about the matter. We found a car at the roadside which is quite near the location we were been attack, and we suspect it was the attacker's car. We told the police everything we know and suspect just then a lady and a middle-age man who were son and daughter of the "attacker" came towards the police and said she's the owner of the car. Now things gotten a bit out of hand, the lady insisted of charging us and she insisted that she heard diff story from father about what we told the police. So the policemans told her to call her father down to settle this matter but then the father who me and my friends suspect is the attacker said he is inside the taxi going to JB now and he didnt encounter us neither. Strange was if he didnt encounter us then how does his daughter know that we was been attacked and the whole story? The police got no other choice but to put this case under investication and all of us been send home.

2009-05-18T12:45:00.000+08:00

Right now is raining heavily. Went for a very hot bath and was crying inside. Now i believe that i'm really stress up. Really very stress up, all i wish was to relax but i cant. Can any kind soul tell me what to do? Could any kind soul give me a helping hand?

2009-05-18T11:48:00.002+08:00

Haish once again i'm stuck with relationship problems again. What's is wrong with you, why did you have to be so cold to me whenever we are one step closer to each other. I read your blog just now and i saw the post of someone told you something and you answered "18 may 2009 is not an auspicious day – YET!". What is the meaning of this? I dont get any meanings at all. But what i was thinking in my mind was negative thoughts full of negative thoughts. You told me all about your past that night at bukit timah and you said it will ruin the perfect image i had for you. BUT let me tell you no matter what it's not gonna ruin the perfect image i had for you because it's all your past. But then is there meaning to say this? Was i too late for it? Guess i have to sort things out right now as soon as possible. Maybe it's ture that i could never be able to replace ian in your heart.

2009-05-06T04:39:00.003+08:00

Right now is 4.39am in the morning 0.o why am i not asleep? Because im not at home ^^ at where? Somewhere in timah at her house. What brings me to my blog back again? Actually i have no ideas at all just have a strong feelings of returning after reading my past posts in my blog. It's raining outside now and kinda felt like sleeping but just cant sleep afterall im leaving her house at 5am so what's the point of sleeping? Life for me this pass few months was alright i guess? Learn to be more mature and more control of my feelings no matter is anger or saddness i had learn to be strong than last time. Maybe because of a long relationship with sooyi last year mades me realised a lot of things and the truth of my bro weixian who i always look up when im down and throw all my saddness and tears had went in army. This year met a girl and now im at her house too, things between me and her contains loads of problems. Too much conflicts that i really have to stand strong to be able to solve it and at the same time protect her too. Seriously felt really comfortable being with her, this feelings was very diff from what i used to had in a relationship. As long as i can explain to the simple forms was she make me felt so in love and comfortable being who i am. But then there are somethings happening between us right now. Wishing to ask her but at the same time afraid of losing her or losing my cool. Guess writing down inside her notebook hinting her might be a good ways? Times is running short i guess? Army is waiting for me and the date i set to tell her everything is drawing nears too. Hopefully everythings go smooth between the both of us and solve the problems as soon as possible. After all it's up to her to reveal the truth to me, too much hiding that created my suspects...

2009-01-22T14:05:00.008+08:00

Yeah finally bought my CNY shirts. Haas went to vivo city with WeiXian and Reen and shop at Spade. I bought 1 long sleeve formal wear and a T-shirt. Too bad not enough money to buy more. . The three of us like little kids fooling around vivo and even went to Toys R Us to play. Childish right? lols. After that we catch a Ong Bak 2 the movie, the fighting is nice but then the storyline kinda boring. After the moive we went out to slack and took loads of photos and fool around again. Next i train home and rest. . .

Emo Xian

Still Emo-ing

Emo filled our life

What a lovely couple

Im hugging ELMO

Photo Freaks 1

Photo Freaks 2

Photo Freaks 3

Again he's emo-ing

The New L

XiaoReen

He's acting Cute~~

Kiss the lamp pole?

Photo mistake

*Twist*

He is whispering: I LOVE YOU to her

What is he staring at?

XiaoReen VS XiaoXian

Who is on the lamp pole?

It's me =D *Twist*

Crazy couple

Smile for the love the had

Bless with loves forever

2009-01-05T12:35:00.001+08:00

Wahahaha yesterday cant sleep at all. But after a chat on the phone with JOEY NG ZHI YING i managed to at least feeling a bit sleepy. Joey Ng~!!! This post is for you hor. Dont say im a bad person alright. :D

2009-01-03T15:45:00.006+08:00

Happy New Year
TO
EVERYONE BROWSING MY BLOG
Hello To 2009~~~

Now is about court down on 31th Dec 2008. That day i went down to DBG to meet up with daphne and her. Played a few rounds of DDR with her and then i been keeping quiet for the whole time. Hmmmm don't sounds like the usual me after all. Next went to PS to play a game of testing your strength and i was kinda loving it. Then i went to meet up with boon hao while daphne and her friends went to bugis. Anyway Daphne remember what i told you, smile more and cried less. None of your friends will love to see you cried over this kind of guy. Now is 2009 so look forward to the future and smile for yourself ^^ Took bus back with boon hao to bt batok to WAKE wei xian, wen hui and swee ming the 3 little piggys up from the sleep. After that we style our hair dress ourself up and went to vivo city for the courtdown. As usual Vivo City is filled with loads of people and some of my friends too, found a nice and cooling spot and we camp there and wait for court down. After court down went to meet hui yee and went up to wei xian house to slack and drink. May everyone new year wishes come true~!!!

Simon And Claudius

Kissyy~

This is the fun we have been

Boon Hao and Claudius

SweeMing the Angel Face BOY

BoonHao & WeiXian Childhood best Friends

The four crazy guys

They are being very strang

No Comments on them

We are even more strange :D

Baby WeiXian

Baby SweeMing

2009-01-03T15:19:00.005+08:00

It's been a while since i blog again. Anyway today these quite a number of things to blog. Let start off by blogging about josephine's Wedding Dinner. It was held on 12th of Dec 2008 at Jurong East. That night wei xian, clarence and me went for the dinner and we was almost nearly to be late for the dinner. Went in and congratz the newly husband and wife and have a few drinks with them. After that we settle down at a table and start to have our dinner. And next it's time for us to greet and toast for the newly husband and wife. While toasting for the newly couple, wei xian do some stupid and funny stunts making people around him laughing non stop. After that we been drinking with josephine and her husband ben all night long. . .

The Blazer Gay Brother

This is what i call loving

Welcome them the newly Husband and Wife

Friends is always there for them

Wei xian's Stunts

Mei Rong looking blur. . .

He is being EMO~~!!!

2008-12-08T13:20:00.011+08:00

*Yawn* Just woke up after a long peaceful sleep. Yesterday was my cousin's wedding while the day before yesterday was my dad birthday, so let talk about dad's birthday first. 6th of Dec was my dad birthday, that afternoon i woke up very late and the 1st thing i done was wishing my dad a happy birthday and then wash myself up and slack. Around 4pm plus meet up with carity and my father and went to tee yee to return some stuffs and went back to batok to met weixian. After meeting weixian we went to have a wonderful dinner together at blk155 coffeeshop. Dinner half way i went back home because nicholas and our friends are coming up my house to prepare a surprise for my dad. And so the surprise was a good one, it bring made my dad felt overjoyed ^^ After that everyone gamble and slack and smoke inside my house till later midnight and went home.
7th Dec
This day was my cousin wedding, congratz her and her husband to have a wonderful wife. The wedding was held in a resturtant at Changi village there. We tooks a lot of photos and also drink a lot too. When my cousin and her husband came to our table weixian and i force them to drink the beer at 1 shot. Haa both of us kinda drink too much that day and ended up at home sleeping soundly ^^ Wahahaha anyway here are the photos i took so enjoy viewing. . .

How to i look?

Handsome?

I smile because of you

If i could just able to love you

On the way to Changi

Childish Them

The both of them just look KIDS

THeir way of style

Middle finger style ^^

My loving parent

THis how loving we are(Dear&Dar)

Dar get jealous when bro talk to me

My cousin Vera is BLUR

Here comes the real couple

Bless them with everlasting happiness

The Family Photo

The punishment they have to get from us~!!!

See how loving they are

Let smile together :D

Smile again :D

Weixian looks kinda drunk

My cousin and my mother(The sister)

My uncle and me

My cousin and ME(Am i sleeping?)

The most pretty girl in all my cousin

Vera and me OMG she trying to kiss me?

Blur Blur de us

Lion King my uncle and me the bear

He is the tallest guy of all my cousins

The Handsome man in blazer

One BiG FamilY

Photos freak of them

I'm so honour to be able to have a photo with her

On our way back now

2008-12-01T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i seem to realised I'm so emotionless. Starting to change myself, those who i care i will care and those who i think i should not care i will treated them in a cold way of my attitude. Some times looking out while standing jurong east mrt station wondering what kind of life am i leading myself now? 5 years ago i was a carefree little boy back then i have no worries of almost anything and now I'm filled with stress and problems and unable to find answers to my questions. I even wonder who should face the truth that had been placed right in front of me. How should i overcome those sadness and sorrow that just stabbed my heart deeply. Those hurts i receive , those cried i made, those happiness we create, those love we had and those times we been together . . . Everything just seem to be disappearing bit by bit day by day. I'm starting to leave that path we once walked together and looking for a new path. There are times i heard people's cried and sound their hurts out and i'm wondering why am i feeling sad for them too? Now i'm starting to become a emotionless person. If there is anyone out there reading my blog now please take this advise. Loving someone is a hurtful things on earth but being loved by someone is the most wonderful and beautiful things on earth. If you really love your partner then dont bring unwanted hurts to them. Treasure them before it's too late Life is short

2008-11-25T20:59:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late blogging. Yesterday was my 1st day of work at my new job. I'm working in sale line at a shop named NET at P.S. Working as full time sale and is quite tiring. Enjoy working at there too the pay is good and the job is fine for me. Yesterday made a lot of mistakes was kinda blur after all it's my 1st day. Went home after work feeling very very tired and the same time i wass missing some1. *yawn* im so tired today now im wondering whether should i meet nicholas later on?

2008-11-17T15:27:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was feeling very boring at home since jacqueline cant go out but later in the afternoon she was allowed to go out by her father. So we meet up at the bus stop near her house and took 176 down to redhill to my great grandmother house to find benny the dog. When jacqueline saw benny she was so shocked that beeny was that big size and she dont dare to step into the house. Hahas after all she's a shy girl so cant really say what to get her in the house so i grabbed her hand and pull her into the house while trying to stop benny from licking her 0.o Helpped her took some photos with benny and then bring benny down for a walk. Haas bring benny back home and slacked until 6.30pm and went to take bus 14 to suntec city. On our way to sun tec city, we chatted about funny stuffs or craps and also pass by nice places. Eye-ing on some places and wish to take photos but then we have to save it for other times ba. Reached sun tec city and she bought me to a small fountain at the 3rd storey and next we went out to the outer part of fountain of wealth and took loads of photos. Haas as usual i need to keep asking her to take photos since she's a very shy girl. We both will like a crazy small kids feeling shy here and there but in the end we still tooks photos ^^ Next we went to mac cause she's hungry and so am i~!!! Have our delicious dinner at mac and then went into the inner part of fountain of wealth. At there both of us made a silence wish as we strech our right hand out the water and walked three rounds. Haas hopefully my silence wish will come true. After that we walk to singapore flyer de bus stop and took 77 bus back to bukit batok. Send her back home and i went back home. Right now here are the photos we took yesterday -happy viewing-

Jacqueline & Benny

Benny style

He is so cute omg o.0

The Singapore Flyer

Outer part of Fountain Of Wealth

Jacqueline and Claudius let smile : D

Opps i became shorter =.=

The smiley of us

She's Jacqueline Let smile for her~

This is me let smile for me ?

What can we do? Just have a smile on our face

We are really very zi lian for sure ~ ~ ~

The colours light shinning at the waters

That words is I LOVE YOU

Moon Grazing

2008-11-16T13:39:00.004+08:00

14th of Nov that night went out accompanying dinner with jacqueline at mac nearby our house. We sat inside mac and she was kinda stressing about what to eat for her dinner. And i kept disturbing her about some stuffs and next she went crazy ^^ Jacqueline i knew you will view my blog and so here is a reminder for you, remember what is on the tv inside mac ? ? ? Hahahs send some message to 78800 to show it at the television inside mac. After eating we went to her block de playground there and slack and chat ^^ After that we starts to moon graze and we tooks some photos together :D anyway it's pretty hard to take photo with her since she's a very shy and crazy girl . . . hahas here are some photos about that night got to go back to my lunch le see ya : D

Jacqueline and Claudius :D

The shy part of Jacqueline : D

Omg 0.o i looks so funny

Jacqueline the shy and crazy cutie

2008-11-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

Hahas my dad was been discharge from hospital today ^^ Hahahs dont really know what to post but one thing for sure is i'm able to smile and laugh again with my real feelings. No more fake smile or fake laugh thanks to you im smiling again. Hahahs tomorrow sooyi going off to thailand so wish her happy holidays back in thailand. Sorry that im not going to send you off, because i believe i wont bear to see you off hahas after all u dont need me to come neither so stay happy ba and wish u and him got a story to work together

2008-11-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hahahs today woke up at 7am because sooyi bomb my phone. I meet her at Bukit Batok Mac and passed her writing material and send her to bus interchange. After that went home and sleep like a log. Woke up in the afternoon and login to my msn and nicolina chatted with me. She told me she is going to swimming later on and happen my father asked me to go swimming too. Lols went to Bukit Batok CC to have our lunch and then asked nicholas out to join us for a swim. But too bad the weather got bad and we have to get out of the pool and we went home. Haish 4 more days and she's leaving. Saw her and talk to her today the same old feelings are still there really very hard to accept the fact we are not together

2008-11-02T09:16:00.004+08:00

Haish 6 more days and she will be leaving singapore to her hometown. Bet im gonna miss her but still i just had to force myself to stop it. Been acting childish and unreasonable towards her this few days, dont know what is wrong with me after all im not her anyone but why am i feeling jealous when she went out with her friends who i dont know? Ha~ what the heck am i thinking? Wish to see her one last time before she went back to thailand but i guess better not. I believe meeting her again will cause me even more harder to let go of her and our past memorises. Hopefully she gets a new better guy who is truely worth her love and wont played her out. It's hard to let go of her but i had to let go. Seriously i really dont know what am i talking or even thinking just feeling very clueless and down. I may look happy or fine in the outside but what am i feeling in my heart are everything opposite of my expression from the outside. Haish after all tomorrow will be starting to work at tuas with wei xian and i believe i wont be having time for anything else. One thing for sure about me is im still not ready for any new relationship.

2008-10-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with sooyi during the afternoon, went to lot 1 to play DDR and then watch High School Musical 3. After that went back to bukit batok and slack and drink with her. Hahahs just the both of us sound loving right? But at midnight when she about to come my house to stay overnight, my dad make a big fuss. Haish guess our fate really ends last night. We agree to go our sperate ways since we both knew that even if we are together is still no point not bcuz she or i not devoted but is because my family dislikes her. I cried the whole night, cant even sleep or even have a proper meal. Today she called me but she told me she called the wrong number and hanged my phone. And after that she wont reply any of my messages. Why cant my family give us a chance again? Why must they control me like that? Being sad is what i as a teenager have to go through. Why did they always think that im sad was too much while im just like normal just being quiet. Why do i have to pass this kind of fucking problems. All i wants is to follow my heart but why my dad wants me to being with her. So what if im gonna be hurt again i willing too. I'm really very lost now dont know what to do.

2008-10-20T00:55:00.002+08:00

Today went to work late and I'm unable to get my punch card to punch in. Feeling very fuck up lo but still have to torture it after all he's my supervisor. Today while working qin quan ah kor and his girlfriend came down to find me and we went out to slack. First we went to Doubty Exchange to meet sooyi and jie ying awhile and next we went slacking around at the car park outside my outlet. Next during the afternoon jasmine and yvonne came down too hahas im feeling very happy to see her been missing her since last night. We went to eat at Doubty Exchange and then went to arcade to play DDR. Hahahs silly childish girl girl im not a pro hor. At night after work we went out for a dinner with the other staffs to celebrate a farewell party for David. David is a Best Denki staff in my outlet and he was the one who have been teaching me and guiding me in my job. I'm really gonna miss him a lot because without him, i believe im still have blur blur quiet guy been bullied and snatched sale away from me by others. I'm really very thankful to have him really thanks a lot David. Good luck and all the best at takashimaya really hope to see you soon again. At the party we chat and drink and have fun talking craps around. Overall i guess i kinda innocent at my age now there is still more to learn and more to go. After the party we are waiting at the main road for taxi while at the same time jasmine called me to keep accompany. Inside the taxi the driver was a joker keep talking to us and joke around and talking about his experiences in his job. Anyway thanks a lot kenny for fetching me home.

To: Hao yi
You are the second friend i knew who cames from a very good background and yet so humble, im really very happy and peasure to know you and be able to be friends. You're a good man Hao yi so wish you all the best here and last long with your girlfriend wohx ^^

To: All viewers
There are still more photos to be upload, the photos will be upload at the end of next week

This is David the guy i respected the most and me

A blur version of the two gays

We are the GAYS :) opps my face ^^

The loving couple~ Cat and David~

After all im still me ^^

Hao yi and his girlfriend

OMG ANOTHER GAYS~ Desmond and David

Hao yi and Claudius :D Lets smile :D

2008-10-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today happen a lot of stuffs which i dont wish to say it out. For those who helpped me my brothers, i really wants to thanks you all for your care for me. Today for no reasons i was been beaten up by a guy because he's jealous of me about a girl. At start im really letting in to him but he keeps testing my patiences and finally he gave me a few punchs! My patience had reached my limit and so fights goes on and off. Making the whole day messy but thanks to my brothers who helpped me when i need. Now i knew who is truely my friends and who are not. Those who love to bullshit in front of me about how good they are and so are all SHITS. Right now im still thinking about something. Should i gave a chance or should i let go. Is it worthy for me to give a chance?

2008-09-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

Haish my life suddenly felt so meaningless so lonely. Like the whole world had left me out. You told me u still love me but yet u're with other guy. Im really been a fool to believe it. Good lor now i have became a bad guy who getting in ur freedom and privary. My fault now im sorry about it. Now u can happily go with that guy ba dont ever regret. I'm really very down and hurts by ur actions and now your words. Guess from now on the claudius u know is forever gone, if ever you saw me outside just heck care me and treat me as a enemy. Because im out of your world le

2008-09-11T03:49:00.003+08:00

This blog is dead like me. . . Even since we broke up i been unable to sleep at all even when im laying on the bed my eyes is close but yet im awake. I very tired about it but i just cant sleep. Our memories just keep flashing around my mind. How happy we will last time what we both had been through and how far we done. But still our love are weak, i knew you still love me but i believe you wont wanna come back to my side anymore. Im sorry i been very rash this few days towards you, saying words that i shouldnt had said to you. Kinda regret right now. It been 6 days i havent took a min of sleep. You're the 1st girl i had ever loved the 1st girl i ever treasure the 1st girl i ever been so far and so much with.

Our story

Our love started : 16/08/07

Time : midnight 2am plus

We started chatting because i cant pass my license in audition and so i phoned u up and request for your help. But when u agree to help me the sever was down so we had a very long chat on the phone. We started off by chatting about our life now and about our past being together. After a long chat finally we confuse to each other that we still have feelings towards each other and so our relationship start.

1st month: Honeymood month.

We meet up almost everyday happily dating together loving each other more and more. Trying to understand each others mind. But i met an car accident, i landed badly inside the hospital and was about to lose my life. You cried while standing beside my bed at my ward, you held my hand saying i love you and telling me i will be fine when im crying and shouting in pain. I knew i might not make it and was giving up, but you told me right behind i faint. You said claudius i really love you please dont leave my side. This sentence went right into my heart, i told myself not to give up no matter what because i got a sweet loving girlfriend and a warm caring family waiting for me. Finally i made it, i escape from the death and i was discharged on teachers' day. Life after that accident was very suffering due to no energy inside my body, u came to my hse everyday to take care of me, i still rmb one afternoon when i was emo-ing inside my room worrying abt my health. You came in and give me a very tight loving hug and said dont worry i will be fine. That time that moment im so happy to have you.

2nd month: Our 1st argurement

We had a very big argurement on the phone by sms. You cried after that argurement, when i heard it my heart breaks and i really felt very sorry about it. We meet up the next following day and still we are that loving. But ahead was ur exams and mine to making us very busy but we never felt to meet up just for that while. We may had argurements but we will always be fine the next day no matter what. We went out on a date watching movies and i teach u to play DDR. Back then we was still sweet and loving that everyone who knows us will find us so loving.

3rd month: Our 1st break up

The 1st time you sounded for break up because of jun qi. My heart was hurted badly. That was the 1st time i really cried my whole heart out, but still u came back to my side bcuz u still love me. But when we patched back we dont have time for each other, your camps and CCAs and my job. But u waited for me even thought we didnt meet for the whole month. Im so happy that you will waited for me and i believe we will go for a better future together.

4th month: Our 1st cried in front of each other.

I was very sorry that time to say those words, you ran away to other blocks and i chased you. You was so sad that you went to punch the walls and i couldnt stop you. But when i join in and punched the walls you hug me and stop me. I wants to tell you im truely sorry about what i said and i promise never again i will let u harm urself anymore. Few days later was my god brother b;dae you stay overnight at my hse, that time when you fell asleep i gave you a very small sweet good night kiss and hug u and sleep. That time i was starting to treat u my last and only woman of my life. Early in the morning the 1st thing u done was give me a very loving hug when i just woke up feeling very blur~ I wish those time never move staying there as long as possible.

5th month:

We still very loving but because of my bad temper or urs we had fights but we never had any argurement in front of each other at most inside sms. You started to join me in dinner with my family and my other relative too. Starting to get use to my family hahahs. . . My mind at the point of time was treating u as my wife. At i promise i will take care of you for life and love you till we step into the grave.

6th month":

Valentine day i bought a teddy bear flower and went into your school. When you saw me you was shouting and running around feeling very shy while im feeling shy walking towards you at the canteen where there is a lot of students. You took the flower and said hubby i really love you. After sch i accompany you home and let you change ur outfit. After that i propose to you with our couple ring that will you be my wife and never leave me again, you answered yes and i put on that ring and we hugged each other tightly. That was a very wonderful monment the 1st time i had couple ring and the 1st time i propose to a girl. It's all very worthly as long as that girl is you.

7th month & 8th month":

We didnt had much datings on because of my father illness, but you came down everyday to my house and accompanying me. I remember once when we was very bored and you went in my bedroom and we had a pillow fight hitting at each other jumping around my bed like kids. We even shared our plans for our future when we get marry and you wants to bear a girl and a boy for me.

9th month: 2nd serious break up

You knew a guy name kenneth for a short period of time and you likes him. We broke up and i was crying again. Back then we had a lot of argurements that mades us difted apart more. But in the end we still came back to each other, you still love me and still willing to stay by my side. . . That time i dont really know what to say but just the words that i always means it I LOVE YOU.

10th month 11th month"

We been moving like normal life, everyday i will fetch you to sch and home. You will come down to my house to find me and then we will go arcade to dance. We smile we cry we fight but we love each other truely deeply madly.

Finally 1 year:

Finally we been together for 1 year but our story ends when your mother found out about what we done in our r/s that makes her angry and break us up. You cried and so do i, but that time our love was weak. You faded feelings for me and for me im facing lonely and saddness myself. Right now you had a new guy who is just ur friend that send you to sch and home. I feeling very jealous when i saw the both of you, im jealous im sad im angry and i went to hide in a concer not to let you both saw me. When i asked u, you told me u was with some1 else studying. You lied to me.

All i wants to know is how much you love me right now, What are you thinking in your mind about me and you? Does our story comes to an end here? H0pefully you will gave me ur answer by sms. I wait your answers. . .

This will be my last post im sorry about it.

Once a man a lover of yours but now a guy a friend of yours.

I never regret that i had this relationship with you.

You was my first girl that i had ever wanted.

I love you truely from my heart

and i really needs you

but now

im crying all alone here. . .

2008-06-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

Wahahas Yesterday 6th of june was my b'dae and was my 18th b'dae ^^ First of all i wanna thanks my baby for all the suprises and gifts she gave me ^^ i really enjoyed my birthday today. Today meet baby at 1pm at yee tee mrt station and then we went down to woodland causeway point to catch a movie called Kung Fu panda ~!!! It's really a nice show so everyone should caught it too ^^ Before we went for the movie, we went down to pasta mania to enjoy my 1st time having meal in pasta and after that we went to catch that cute panda movie. The show was very funnny and touching too making me laughing out loud inside the movie. After that we went back to my house to meet my family and go for a dinner wahahaha. After that mum took us to pasamalam and bought a new bag for me. After that went to lot 1 with baby to play ddr whoo lala hahas today is super crazy fun for me ^^ Thanks everyone for the message and presents love you all a lot. And baby thanks for the fun and love you gave me i will always remember it forever i love you muackx

2008-05-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

Updated my blog again very boring now. Sianz my mid year exam gone case already because of some stupid stuffs in school and im been banned from taking math and science exams. Nevermind i will still work hard for my studies. I mustn't let this bring me down. Anyway mid year exams is here honey been studying all day and night, worried about her health since she everyday slept during midnight for a few hours and study again for a few hours before going to school. Haish honey please take good care of your health dont get sick or what like me. . .

2008-04-21T22:25:00.003+08:00

Hmmm so boring nowadays. Anyway boring life suited me a lot since im not the kind of fashion person or any clubbers that wont gave my pocket a big hole. This few days didnt meet honey since she's wipe out after her 3 days camp. Been slacking in my house ston-ing, emo-ing and rot-ing. Dont really know what to do whole mind just keep thinking of honey, wishing her be able to appear in my house but guess is something impossible but nevermind it's time honey should take a rest. Anyways here is a good news, my father dont need to go for that "big" dangerous operation but just a "small" operation that laser his cancer cells. Hmmm im going crazy over honey, missing ever since she went for that camp. Ahhhhhh Honey where are you ? ? ? I need you here with me now.

2008-04-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

wahahah fiinally claudius updated his "dead" blog ^^ Yesterday was Honey's birthday and was a wonderful day too. Woke up very early in the morning to bath and then went down to michael's food stall at penang creasent to cook lunch for honey for her birthday. Starting was very busy cutting the ingrediants and boileding that soup ^^ Around 10am honey called me that she cant make it to michael place i was like sianz liao lorx. But still i go on cooking and then packed it up in a plastic bag and container and went to batok to meet honey. Had our lunch at block 105 and there took 188 to vivo city. Inside the bus ride, i was playing a game in psp called Loco Roco and honey was laughing non stop at me on how i played the game. Reached movie we went to shop around here and there then went to buy the tickets for "Run PaPa Run".. Went up to the third floor and slack at the mini pool ^^ Dump our shoes at one side and placed our smelly ^^ feet into the pool for free "spa" ^^ After that went to basement 1 to buy my favor Chocolate fondant and honey's cheese stick. After that went to watch our movie and was laughing non stop because of some funny parts. After the movie, we took cab and went to honey's to change because of something. Then went down to batok again to celebrate Aprils babies. Oh my im so handsome that a girl is interested on me and was following me whenever i go but too bad for her, i had my wife and that was enough for me ^^ Guess my honey was jealous wohx wahahahaha. Then spend the whole night "hanky-panky" around with honey till late night. 11 plus honey had to go home, accompanyed her home. On our way back we still "hanky-panky" around still not done until she got home. And i went back home feeling very very sleepy >.< Reached home chat with honey a while and went to bed. It been a long time since honey and i had sure great fun. I love you forever my loving pretty honey. Muackx.

Happy Birthdays to all April Babies

and of cuz

Honey sooyi

2008-03-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

Hais felt very fucked up. Dont know what's wrong with me my mood and temper suddenly became so bad. Thought watching television or playing games might help me cool down but ended up worse. Feeling so fucking stress until became so hot-temper. Hais with so many problems going on i cant afford to stop thinking. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what should i do~!!1

2008-03-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

Dammm feeling so stress nowadays. O levels coming soon. Stress about money and family. Need to pay an amount of money hais, dad's health is dropping each day. Fuck it up man. Really felt so useless dont really no what to do. . .

2008-02-19T12:05:00.006+08:00

This post is about 17th Feb. It's sunday and it's my cousin ah heng kor kor derh wedding day ^^ Early morning went to great grandmother's house to meet them up and then chat around with them. During the afternoon everyone set of to the resturtant and find their own table and get ready for the wedding. As for me i went around talking to my relative and take photos with them. Soon the wedding starts, my cousin and his wife walked up slowly to the stage. Then we had our lunch, while some people show their gifts for the new married couple. After that my cousin had to go around the table to drink as a respect and thanks to the other. Before the wedding my cousin's friends and relative said we will help him to drink if he cant handle anymore but in the end we all gang up and asked him to drink and made him so drunk till he dont know what's he's doing or saying. After that we went back to great grandmother house for dinner and celebrated my uncle birthday too ^^ Anyway this are the photos i took during the wedding. Got to go now very busy now ^^ Anyway Happy 44th Birthday to Eng Que uncle ^^

Who is this girl holding my hand ? ? ?

My cousin and his family member

My uncle ^^

So lovely sia

Bless them everlasting happiness

Where is she looking at?

My cousin was very drunk ^ ^

The birthday cake for my uncle

my cousin looks fierce

Stupid face sia

Me and my great grandmother

2008-02-19T11:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late post been busy this few days. Anyway this post is about 16th feb. 16th of Feb was our 6months anni. Lao po begged her father so badly until her father finally let her go out with me ^^ We went to jurong point to had her lunch first and then went to buy movie tickets for Ah Long ptd. Then we went walking around jurong point and i finally found the things i want at one of the shop. At first lao po dont allow me to buy it cuz she scared that once i bought that thing i will spend loads of time with it and not her(she jealous sia) =.= So i keep pleasing her to let me buy until she cant bear with my nag and please and finally she allowed me to buy it ^^ Then we went to play DDR at arcade, play until i very tired and went to KFC to slack. Slack awhile we go watch movie liao. During the movie i cant stop laughing at all because it's way too funny wahahahaha ^^ Anyway after the movie we went shopping again then accompany lao po home lerh. Lao Po wo hen xiang ni ye hen ai ni wohx ^^

2008-02-15T12:41:00.002+08:00

Let start by talking about yesterday. Yesterday was Valentine Day, woke up early in the morning to meet my dear. Our meeting place was Bukit Batok MRT station at 6.50am but too bad she's late. When we both meet up, she gave me a present for valentine day and told me not to feel shock when i open it up then i accompany her to school. Done sending her to school and went to the nearest coffeeshop to had my breakfast, was straving like hell ^^ After filling my stomach with a great breakfast i set off to school SLOWLY. Why SLOWLY? Because my school start 2 hours later from the time i had at that monment. Walk to the bus stop and took bus 174 and slept inside the bus. Woke up as usual whenever i reached orchard and started to look around to make myself more awake rather than sitting still there doing nothing feeling even more restless. Got off the bus and walked to the school while day-dreaming. When i reached my class i realised that i still got a hour left to sleep or slack so i slack in my air-corned classroom with my friends chatting about Valentine plans. Soon a hour had pass, our english teacher Mrs Rai came it with a very sweet and warm smile and told us that today got english test =.- So everyone settle down quickly and start on with the test. When the test end i told Mrs Rai that i won't be attending Math lesson later on due to some Valentine plans ^^ And then i set off back to Bukit Batok to collect Flowers for my dear. After collecting the flowers i went to dear's school to meet her. When i reached there without my dear knowing she was so shock and she shout at the canteen and it attached more attentions. Passed her the flower and told her Happy Valentine Day Dear and friends around us starting to give comments. After that i been chase out by a teacher that was very fucking unreasonable +.= Anyway when back home to rest awhile and wait for dear to come and fetch me ^^ She took cab to fetch me to lot1 to collect our couple ring and then accompany dear to her house to get a change. Waited for her for a while and then we went to lot 1 buy our movie tickets and went to my house to slack. Slack until 5pm then we went back to lot1 to play DDR and went to watch movie. After watching the movie we went back to play DDR again and then went to ZINC to buy her bag and accompany her home. Done sending her home i went back to Bukit Batok to have my dinner and went home to chat with my dear and went to bed ^^ Anyway got something i will like to say:

Claudius and Sooyi

Are now Married

Forever loving each other

Our Love will never be Erase

I Love You Lao Po

2008-02-15T12:39:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey
To all readers in my blog ^^
Here's the good news for you all.
FRom today onwards i'm back blogging.
So those who always rush me for my updates and post.
Finally got the chance to read now.
And hope everyone likes it =.=

2007-12-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

Finally got time to post *yawn* so tired just came back nia. Anyway had some good news and bad news. Good news is i finally found a job and now working very hard on it. Been working till very late and long hours. The paid was quite good just that no double pay on public holidays. Bad news is i cant really blog now due to working. Had to work almost everyday but i love it ^^Anyway had to go sleep lerh very tired tomorrow working from 11am to 10.30pm. GOOd nights everyone ^^

2007-12-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

Whoooooo now is 01.09am 6th dec so it's DADDY'S BIRTHDAY whooooooooooooo anyway let talk about yesterday. Yesterday afternoon happen to someone i hated in my life outside and we happen to had a short chat. He happen to chat about my blog and stuffs. Got a whole naggy afternoon from him. But then whatever he said was true, i should be happy that i had her once so what for i wanna M.I.A? Anyway thanks for what you said to me that changed my mind. From now on i will stand up and move on my life back to my old self ~!!!

2007-12-04T23:38:00.001+08:00

Some things are really hard to be explain no matter how hard i tried it just cause endless misunderstandings. Hais hopefully you will come to my blog and read this post and get what i mean. Ever since we sperated from that path, i been feeling very lonely even thought i had friends but the feelings between friends and you are diff. When you will away for that one whole week i been telling myself that it's useless to stay at that stop and it's time to move on, been moving on well till when you're back. You called me and im shocked. I missed you a lot really a lot but i felt hurts whenever i miss you. I wish to give up the feelings towards you but not you in person, whenever i heard of your voice i just miss the time we had on the phone, looking at your face made me thinking about the love and care you gave. I may seem strong and cold in the outside but deep inside my heart im just weak and useless that no1 ever knows. I dont ask for anything much but just hope you will understand what i'm saying and the next time you heard my voice will be christmas.

2007-12-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

Today woke up early and had breakfast with my little brother. After that went to bed again, woke up around noon and bath had my lunch and went out. Went to Lot 1 with andy to meet sooyi to return her psp to her. We met her outside the arcade and she gave me a present a special one. After that she said she going off to meet her friends and we stay in the arcade played games awhile and go walk around. Reached batok went to Blk 213 met siew ping and slack awhile after that i went home and sleep. That all for now dont have the mood to blog.

2007-12-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Nicholas birthday. During the afternoon was slacking around Bukit Batok CC coffeeshop with andy and qin quan until night time. Went to Westmall, Mos buger there to meet nicholas celebrating his birthday. Out of the sudden nicholas gotten a call from jun hao saying that they wants nicholas to go the jun hao derh house and nicholas got no choice but to go there with alvin accompanying him. So in this group left johnthan, cindy, joey and me. So we planned to give nicholas a susprise presents and went to Yellow Shop bought some presents ^^ Suddenly sooyi called me told me that she just reached singapore. Anyway Sooyi welcome back to singapore. After that went to Blk 620 to meet nicholas and gave him his presents, after that joey went home first cuz it's getting late. As the rest of us went to CSC to play pool, arcade and some stupid stuffs. Anyway while we're inside the life in CSC, nicholas was been raped by us badly. After that we took a photos and i went back home ^^ Nicholas Happy 18th Bitrthday ^^

Me wearing a hat ^^

Zi Lian at Yellow Shop

John & me ^^

Joey smile ^^

Cindy smile ^^

John smile ^^

John & Claud & Nicholas & Alvin

2007-12-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmm gonna post this was about 2th of dec around 1am plus. I ride my bicycle around bukit batok listening to a music box. When i happen to stop to rest a while, i was outside yusof ishak secondary school. Dont really know how and why i'm here but anyway took out my handphone and called seok yee asking her where she was. Meet her up at clarence block and went to clarence house to slack. When i stepped into his room, saw wei xian half drunk lying at the bed. We chat and slack and took some photos too ^^ lols anyway went back home around 3am and went to bed. . .

Clarence and Claudius twist V^^V

xiiaN & claud our fake smile

2007-12-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

Hahahs just came back home. Today Andy woke me up during the afternoon and came to my house. Got up from my bed feeling lazy and went to toilet to bath. After that changed my cloths lerh then went out with andy to blk 213 to meet siew ping and slack. After that andy and i went to CSC played lan and arcade. Dinner time went to Bukit Batok CC coffeeshop to eat, today andy treated us dinner so good sia. After a while qin quan also come and had dinner with us and then accompany him to woodland to meet his stead. Went back to bukit batok to meet nicholas and then went to slack alone walking around the streets. Then went back home and blog, today kinda not in the mood to blog dont know what's going too. Anyway now is Nicholas's birthday so HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS AKA "BC".

Nicholas and his best friend Mac

Alvin with his father Mac

Andy and claudius

Ah Di and Ah Kor

A cute plaster covering a cut from pen kinfe

2007-12-01T03:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday woke up around 2pm in the afternoon then day dream on my bed until my mother came in and ask you awake or what. Then had a short chat with her about my problems, telling her i cant find a job and i'm trying to quit smoking. Seriously i'm trying very hard to quit smoking and finding a job. Nowadays finding a job is not easy, they only wants to hire people with expeirences. Hais anyway do some housework had my lunch and then went to Bukit Batok CC Bball court to play bball. Played a few rounds and went to meet Andy & Vic at CC coffeeshop. Slack at there chatting and playing PSP after that Andy went home 1st. Vic and i went to Bball court play Bball again until 7pm plus then went back to CC coffeeshop to meet Andy again. After that i went home to had my dinner and then use the computer. Hmm out of the sudden my dad told me : the life im going on daily now is the right way of my life~~~ Hmmm guess i got the meaning ^^ Anyway tomorrow midnight sooyi will be coming to singapore and Sunday 2th dec will be Nicholas birthday ~!!! Nicholas beware of my warth ~!!!!

2007-11-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmm just now daphne intro me a job as a saleman at vivocity. Hmmmm tomorrow i'm going for an interview give myself a try ^^ Today feeling a lot better liao V^^V So sianz guess playing time is over now had to start working liao if not no money to buy clothes for New Year ^^

2007-11-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hais sianz feelings so lonely. I kinda feeling lost and clueless. What's happening to me? Today woke up around and went to Bukit Batok CC derh Bball court. My temper was very bad, was giving anyone attitude. What the fuck is happening to me? Guess no matter how good a person temper is, when he's sad his temper really is very bad. Had a short chat with Ping at CC coffeeshop, she asked me why my temper very bad today. Told what happen to my relationship and she asked me do i still love her? I answered yes of cuz then she told me then ask her patch then but Han Yi said if i really love her i should let her go and find someone she love. Hais things are getting more and more confused. She's at aust now wondering how's her life at there? Anyway i'm planning to M.I.A for the time being so if anyone wanna find me contact my hp no. I might or might not answer your call or reply your message. Sorry about it but still i will go on blogging. . .

2007-11-27T16:34:00.001+08:00

Yesterday spend the whole night thinking and thinking. Even asked nicholas out to give me some advises. Guess i'm at fault too, she was my stead and yet i didnt trust her. So many questions in my mind. What should i do? Can anyone tell me? Even if someone told me what to do, will i follow? I wanna ask her for patch but i'm scared she will still faded feelings for me. Friends around been trying to consuell me, some of them asked me to ask her for patch and not to think so much. While some just said go out and have fun 1st play around and flirt around 1st. Hais playing or flirtinng around? Never cross my mind before. . . Everynight when i slept i always dream about her, felt happy to see her by my side. My face will show a smile and very happy smile but when i woke up and look around. Everything was jsut a DREAM. My smile faded away and a saddness face was reveal. Hais don't think i wil be able to forget her easily even if i got a new stead i believe somewhere deep inside my heart there is still a space for her and missing her.

2007-11-26T20:00:00.000+08:00

Today woke up around 3pm. Having a very strange and uneasy feelings. Really not used it now, without her calling me when i was sleeping, not having asking me where am i, what im doing. Started to miss her a lot. Memories of us together keeps on appearing in my mind. Images of her hugging me telling me im gonna be fine in my room when i just discharge from hospital. I just cant forget her. In the past had many girlfriends, everytime we break up i just felt sad but after a while im fine. But her the first time i ever experience so much love from my girlfriend, so much care and happiness but all this was gone, gone forever. She's a girl that was able to make me felt she's like a gem in my eyes. She's like a wonders. She's the only giirl i loved that much and she's also the girl that hurts me the most. Usually i dont fight for my girl but she, i fought for her till the end the very end. I have no regrets of having her as my girlfriend but i'm happy every happy. If time will every past back i hope we can start anew together again.

2007-11-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

This post is about yesterday 25th Nov. Today morning woke up during the afternoon and play dota and maple until 5.30pm. Then went to bath and dress up and went to Yee Tee to fetch Dear back to school. Tonight she's gonna fly to aust for her school NPCC event. Went to one of the block near her school and sat down. Chatting about the past how we first met, how i get to hug her when we will young. Chat a lot about our past, having her accompany by my side in the nice quiet night before she went in to her school was great. After that went to nicholas's house intend to have my dinner there, out of the blue Dear called me and said she forgot to bring her cap. So borrow one of nicholas's fav cap and went out. Missed the bus that can stop somewhere near the school, so i ran from nicholas's house to Yuosf Ishak Secondary School. Since she told me she will depart from school at 9.30pm and i had only 15mins left but still i manage to reach her on time. On my way back to nicholas's house my body suddenly felt pain sharp pain made me some times unable to move. After that went back to nicholas house and had my dinner again. Then chat with Dear, she faded feelings for me, after so much we had it's all done in a day. I asked for break up since she keep faded feelings for me guess im not a good boyfriend that can made her stay by my side hais. After that went to 7-11 with nicholas to met qin quan kor, andy di and vicent. Hais my pain grew more and more pain. My heart was more painful compare to the pain in my body. Hais

2007-11-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmm guess been a month plus didnt blog. This post is about 24th Nov. Today Dear coming from camp and will be reaching in school at 2pm. Went to the coffeeshop outside her school to fetch and happen to saw her friends. They told me that dear had fall sick in camp and was resting at the sickbay for the whole day. When i saw her, she became more thin than she was. Looking at her like this my heart felt hurts. After fetch her home and i went to bukit batok cc bball court to play bball with my friends. We played total of 3 match, 2 match of 5 vs 5 half court and 1 match of 5 vs 5 full court. Suddenly joey called me and asked me am i in bukit batok and said she wanna meet me. After we went to slack at block 620 30th floor. We took some photos and after that we went to Lot 1 to take Neoprints and after went home. Had dinner with my parents and uncle at our hometown at RedHill Market. I was the 1st to finish my dinner and i went to slack at the playground that i always go and message Dear some stuffs. Hais guess all the answers only made me disappointed. After that dont felt well and went home to rest. My whole body felt very uneasy. . .

Smile ^^

We are Cute~!!!

2007-10-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

Just came back home ^^ Just now went out with Baovei to celebrate our 2nd month anni... We celebrate d it early by 1 day because tomorrow she's very busy with her CCA stuffs ^^ Just now went to Vivo City to watch movie ^^ It's my 1st time going to Vivo City watch movie somemore was with Baobei so happy about it. We bought the tickets for Resident Evil 3 NC16 show ^^ This is the second time i bought Baobei to watch NC16 movie ^^ After buying the tickets we went to arcade to play pool for an hour. Hahas the people at the counter dont believe Baobei that she's 16 and wants to see her I.C ^^ After playing pool i went to buy some onion ring and went to buy some drinks & food and waited outside the threather for 15mins. We went inside the threater then we sat at the very back row at the couple sits but too bad someone sat beside me so kinda extra ^^ After watching the movie we walk around and fetch her home ^^ Today is really a wonderful day with her ^^ My wish was To last forever with her, all i want was her to be happy bring and knowing me feeling comfortable with me and love me ^^

2007-10-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENT YOU WISH FOR :
1 ' Forever LOVE from Sooyi
2' More shirts and pants
3' More money
4' Birthday Cake
5' A bedroom for myself only

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU :

--SOOYI---

YOUR 5 IMPRESSION OF HER :
1' Lovely
2' Caring
3' Cute
4' Chio
5' Gentle

MOST MEMORABLE THING SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU ;;

Stay by my side never leave me when i was admitted to hospital

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS SHE HAS SAID TO YOUS ;;

LAO GONG I LOVE YOU MUACKXXXX

IFH SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER ,, YOUS WILL ;;

She's already my lover and i will love and dote her forever

IFH SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER ,, THEY HAVE TO IMPROVE ON WILL BE ;;

Her confidents for herself

IFH SHE BECOME YOUR ENERMY ,, YOUS WILL ;;

Never will she became my enemy because I LOVE HER

IFH SHE BECOME YOUR ENERMY ,, THE REASON WILL BE ;;

NO REASONS AND NEVER WILL IT HAPPEN

PASS THIS QUIZ TO 1O PEOPLE THAT YOUS WISH TO KNOW HOWTHEY FEEL ABOUT YOUS ;;

Dont felt like passing around sorry ^^

2007-09-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today went out during the afternoon. Went to meet Dar at car park blk 291F. Why i went to car park for? Hmmm allow me to explain actually was nothing personal at all, i went there because her classmate and her were making a surprise party for cherine. When i reached the top floor of the car park im surprise that they had prepare a lot of water bombs so many till everyone is enough to throw it ^^ After awhile cherine came lerh, i went down to fetch her and blind-folded her and guide her to the top floor of the car park. When we reached there everyone were throwing the water bombs at her and she screaming around. Opps someone miss shot and accidently threw at Dar whooo lalalas she's wet ^^ After playing we went to bukit batok cc derh coffeeshop to meet ah kor to accompany him to had his lunch. After having his lunch we went to CSC to play pool until 6pm and went home. Reached home lerh to my stuffs and watch animes until 9plus and i went to sleep. Slept until 11.30 wake up and update my blog. That all for today got some photos here and 1 video but the video will upload soon ^^

Ah kor having lunch(took by sooyi)

Me talking to someone(took by sooyi)

Ah kor smile until so cute ^^

What is sooyi doing? ? ?

2007-09-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to woodland shopping to find some stuffs. But end up cant find any, so went to lot 1 to buy. After that go arcade play awhile and then go food court eat while waiting for Dar. Too bad some things happen so didnt meet her lerh and i went back to bukit batok meet vicent and ah kor and then went to vivo city to shop again. Then went to 3rd floor and slack enjoying the peaceful and nice night. Around 8plus went to The Chicken Rice Shop and had our dinner, after having our dinner went to a mini store and bought some cream chocolate cake then vicent ate lerh said nice but he keep regretting a lot because too many chocolate cream making him fat. He said ate this small cake will need to make him run 10 days lols. After that take bus 188 home then played audi and went to bed. Yesterday was really a long and tired day, anyway this photos i took for fun.

Vicent feeling shy

Ah kor doing what sia???

Opps where am i looking at>

2007-09-09T13:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday my grand mother, cousins, uncle and 1 extra guy i hate came my house to visit me. When they saw me, all of them will questioning me about my health and about the accident. But too bad i dont know anything about the accident so i can only answered them about my health^^ Hmmm yesterday felt so happy because was be able to make an extra guy damm jealous and angry, hahahas you see this extra guy who i felt is a gay somehow dote me alot but then i always rejected his kindness without fail! He hates me to had a girlfriend no matter how good they are or pretty they are, he just felt girls and woman are useless and so he hates girls or woman a lot! He wants me to be like him but too bad i got a oppsite thinking from his, girls aren't useless in fact some are even stronger than a guy so what's wrong with it? Nothing what but why this extra guy got stupid thinking lay? Hmmm yesterday he came my house and i knew he will come derh so i purposely switch my computer background to Dar derh photo. The walls in my room beside my bed was placed with some LOVE letters from Dar ^^ When he came to my house looking at those photos and letters, he was so angry and giving everyone a black face! My cousins knew that i'm doing all this on purpose to make this extra guy angry also join in the fun and made him even more and more angry till he cant take it and said he's going down to buy coffee wahahahahaha ^^ After played with my nephews and took photos with them, one of my nephew was still a baby err around 1 years old nia was playing in my bedroom. Then he happen to be so lucky to find the Pooh which i planned to give Dar derh, he so happily playing with it while im thinking deeply what should i do now? Going home time that baby still dont wanna let go the Pooh and when we took the Pooh away from him, he cried very loudly and non-stop. Watching him cried until so bad, i give up the Pooh to him to make him happy lah. I dont mind derh somemore he's a baby so cuteeeee ^^ After that they all went back home and i started to play games liao that all for yesterday post happy veiwing the photos.

My baby nephew ^^

O.o ohhh he's looking at me ^^

Hahaha my di di cant carry him

The elder nephew of mine ^^

2007-09-08T12:35:00.000+08:00

Just woke up nia ^^ Yesterday went out till very late then come back, feeling so tired so didnt blog. Today post is about yesterday, yesterday early in the morning woke up and went to Bukit Batok MRT station to meet Dar. Meet her lerh accompany her to school for her remendials. Then went back home played dota and went to bed to sleep. Sleep until afternoon woke up feeling very blur blur derh ^^ Then Dar call me said she's now on her way to my house to meet me. I went to wash my face and then played dota again while waiting for her. Dar reached bukit batok lerh, i went down to fetch her and then went back to my house. At home she played audi while im resting on my bed feeling like bing lazy for the day ^^ Then around 5plus i get change and went to Bukit Batok CC derh coffeeshop to meet Sandra they all. After that at there slack and to see Chen Yang so asked him to join us slack while waiting for qin quan kor. Then ah kor came to meet us liao and went to bball court to play match with another group of people, the other team they played until very rough until ah kor they almost wants a fight with them. After we went to shi hui derh b'dae party, reach there lerh we slack again and play pokercards with them. Then something bad happen in the party hais >.< Then we drink beer to enjoy ourselve, Dar and i share a can of beer. Hahahas Dar so cute drink abit the face so red sia like she's drunk like that so cute wahahahas. After that Dar and i took cab to send her home cuz im worry since it's late and she "kinda" drunk then i took cab again went back to Bukit Bato to meet them and slack again. AGAIN bad thing happen again sia, this time is much more worse so ah kor called go home first and so i went home lorx. Anyway today was a fun day but the fun wont last. . .

2007-09-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

This post is about yesterday. Yesterday morning woke up by a call from my dad, he asked me to go odwn to coffee shop to had lunch with me but for me was breakfast. I woke up, wash my face and take a nice warm bath ^^ Then change my clothe and walked to coffeeshop. Reach coffeeshop lerh and cant find my dad, my stomach was feeling very hungry sia so walk around and found him hiding at the most concer side of the area. Order my food and started to eat, suddenly dar called me telling me she end school lerh and that was much early than the time she told me. So i faster finish up my food and went back home to change my outfit. Went to WESTMALL derh Food Court to find dar, she was eating and i susprise her from the back hmm maybe scared her from the back barh ^^ After her meal we went to buy tickets for our movie and we saw demi they all(lazy to name them out ^^) We buy the tickets for the movie call "Apartment1303" at 3.50pm derh. At that point of time was 1.20pm nia so dar followed me back home. At home dar played audi using my computer while i lay down at the sofa resting untill 3.30pm, Dar woke me up and i went to change my outfit and set off to WESTMALL. We rashed to the movie and lucky we are not late at all ^^ The moive was scary of cuz but the storyline is boring and confused kinda like no storyline like that. INside the movie dar keep grabbing and holding my hand because she was very scared^^ Aiyo Dar got me around by your side dont need to be scared derh i will protect you no matter what problems come. After that send Dar to MRT station and i went back home. Reach home lerh took my medicine lerh and weent to bed to sleep. Slept until 10pm then woke up, around 11pm went down to 155 coffeeshop to meet Kor and ah bee they all to had their supper my dinner ^^ and talk craps. Then back home play audi until forgot to update my blog ^^ Anyway today took some photos happy veiwing ^^

Dar took it while i didnt notice

Im carrying dar the bag and drinking milk

She just looks cute ^^ ZI LIAN AT MY HSE

What she's doing???

Taken this while going hoome

What a beautiful sky

2007-09-03T20:06:00.000+08:00

Today morning woke up at 8.20 am to brew my medicines. Around 9 plus i called dar to wake up her but she said she 5 mins ago woke up already so i just said ohhh 5 mins ago nia sure havent wash her face derh hahahas . . . After that went to play some games and listening to music until my medicines is done brewing. Around 10.30am michael called me to meet him at westmall derh Shop & Save because he wanna give me gifts as i discharge from hospital. Then i went to bath and meet michael, at the Shop & Save the both of us just walking around inside and chat with each other about some stuffs ^^ Anyway he told me this september 10th he's going to genting for his bussiness so right now i'm here to wish you had a nice trip there and return safe back to singapore. After that went to Bukit Batok MRT Station to meet Dar then accompany her took bus 1o6 to go back to YISS. We drop at the stop before the school and walked the path where we used to walk together 2 years ago when we will stead. That path brings a lot of memories felt like it had bring us back to time. After that we went back to westmall to watch movie. During the movie my pains came back again because i keep on laughing. The movie was so nice till i cant stop laughing, starting of the movie you can already start to laugh lerh. After watching the movie, dar and i went to my workplace KFC to had our lunch and we both were unable to finish it ^^ After that accompany her to bus stop and waited for her bus and i went home to rest lerh. That all for today take care anyone or everyone who's viewing my blog ^^ oh ya remember to tag me too cuz im finding someone to chat with in my blog ^^

2007-09-01T20:06:00.001+08:00

So long never blog lerh. Why? The reason is simple, not because im lazy or busy but because i was staying in the hospital for the past few days due to a car crash accident. Seriously one thing i really don't know anything about the accident. All i can remember was i was sleeping inside the car and next thing the car crash and then i oke up laying at the road side and then send to the Tan Tock Seng Hospital. This few days in hospital was a hell to me! I'm suffering from sharp pains around my body making unable to had a good sleep. The first and second day in there was fine until the third day afternoon. I was suffering a very sharp pain in my left shoulder and heart, ma and dar went to inform the nurse to call the doctor and me just lay down trying to endure the pain but then i can't. Endure for about one and a half hour i started to shout around feeling very pain. Suddenly i really cant endure anymore and i faint. The next thing was i woke up to see Dar and ma was crying, dad and kor was standing in front of me and doctors checking on me. After a while i was send to ICU because they found i had inner wound and it's bleeding right now. Two and a half day in ICU was feeling more hell than ever!!! Unable to move down from the bed, every 6 hours had to drain my blood for tests, cant drink or eat anything not even water was allow and also cant go to the toilet. Life in ICU was really hell felt like giving up anytime. After that i was been transfer back to general wards since my wound and health is recovering and i can start to move around and eat. That day friends from Y.M.C.A, YISS, KFC and Chruch came to visit me. Felt so happy to had their accompany. At the evening Dar came to visit me, looking at her i relaxing missed her alot. Friday was the day i discharge and everyone knows it expect for Dar ^^ Why didnt she know? Because i inform anyone who knows not to let her know cuz i wanna give her a small susprise~!!! This few days i felt the care from my family and Dar. Right now i'm still feeling very weak but soon i will be able to stand up again soon ^^ Dar this few days really thanks a lot i love you truely loving you without regrets!!! Without you and my mother i willl had just give up and leave.

My injection >.<

The 1st day in hospital

Joey and me ^^ (The day before i discharge)

Hariul came to visit me too ^^(The day before i discharge)

Me in the canteen (The day before i discharge)

Xue Ting & Me (The day before i discharge)

The brothers of YMCA (The day before i discharge)

So boring there (The day before i discharge)

Start to ZI LIAN lerh (The day before i discharge)

Dar hiding behind me ^^ Our reflections

The nurses who been taking care of me ^^

2007-08-25T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hmmm long time didnt blog liao ^^ This post is about yesterday ^^ Yesterday went to school and felt very sianz felt like going back home but no choice. . . In school took some photo with my classmates and then we went for lesson. After school went to lot 1 to meet jasmine and tiao zhi and had lunch together but i didnt eat anything. . . After meet dar and went to her house to wait for her to change her clothes. Then she followed me to Bukit Batok and meet qin quan kor and accompany him to kfc. He's now working at KFC lerh and gonna start work on monday. After dar and i went to Bukit Batok CC derh fairfun and we walk around and bought a lot of things to eat ^^ then she came to my house to slack. At night she's going home and i didnt accompany her because im too tired lerh sorry wohx dar ~>.<~ Then sleep until dont know what time lerh ^^ Here are some photos i took yesterday happy viewing ^^

Me and raimi ^^ i looks funny

Cornelius and me ( SILENCE~!! )

cLAUDIUS Silence examination in progress

Me ^^ acting cute?

My face looks inncocent

Dar took in while im sleeping ^^

The beautiful lights under my block

Dar took it while im sleeping(After edit)

2007-08-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

This post is about 09/08/07 yesterday. Yesterday was Teddy birthday my di di. We meet up and went to the arcade and happen to saw her. . . When i saw her i wish to said hi to her but im scared she might just heck care me. So when i saw her i just kept quite and walk past her. Why am i holding myself back? ? ? Hais after that we played arcade and slack and chat with raimi. Chat with raimi about her, wondering what should i do? I felt kinda emo and miss her and the time with her. Raimi was trying his best to cheer me up when im emo and teddy my dii dii told me today was his b'dae dont wish to see me emo so give him some face and be happy but then im not really. After that went to plaza singapura and saw her at the 1st floor when we will goin gto the lift and i felt emo, teddy noticed it and so he came to me and said at least i give a fake smile and laugh dont be emo anymore if not im gonna ruin his happy day. And so i and teddy sang the song "take me to your heart". And we went to the moive place and book the tickets for the moice rush hour3. After watching the movie, we went to toilet and remember that time when i was still with her. She give me something onto my face and i was shocked but thinking of it also felt hurts. After went to city hall to slack and drink beer. And now i felt drunk so going to sleep soon. Happy veiwing the photos. ^^

Me wearing formal with tie ^^

Kor & Dii

Ching & Me

Dii Dii Happy 18th B'dae

Me

What are we doing?

Do we look handsome ?

Frenz for life

Taken inside the Movie

Dii Dii dont likes it >.<

On our way to city hall

Neuw and me

Neuw & claudius

Raimi smoking? So long the cigg

Jer & cloud

Me and Raimi with a stupid face

Me having stupid faces with teddy

Lols ^^

The brothers ^^ Gays

wE Enjoy a lot ThAt DaY

Both of us are drunk

IM so drunk ^^

They are drunk too

And he's drunk too

2007-08-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

This is the second post. Today went to school and was late 15 mins, ask the teacher i got attendents he said yesterday but ended up he didnt marked my attendents lorx so angry. After lesson went to MDIS meet guo wei and slack with his classmate and then i went to arcade to play DDR alone while others are having IT lesson. After that went to meet guo wei again and slack and i intro him my classmates since they happen to meet me too. After went for the school buffet and it's was very lame and boring. One the teacher or maybe the princple had a fight with me because im not wearing uniform. But i explain to him jsut now i was sweating and the uniform is wet that why i wear a outside cloth and he said dont give him bullshit and wants me prove to him so i tok out the uniform and he kept quiet. Then again scold me and ask me to wear it right now~!!! But i told him i'm leaving the school and im really leaving to meet daphne. And he said if i leave now i dont have the need to come back for lesson anymore! WTF lorx is just a buffet for us to eat and im done then cant leave the school mehx? Then i was really angry and going to pick a fight with him and yet ben stopped by my classmates. WTF lorx other girls student wear until so sexy so little he also didnt said anything just kept quiet what a horny buster! I had no choice so i wear the uniform and leave the canteen right in front of him just walked away and unbutton my uniform. Then went tp PC bunk to meet daphne and play with her audition for half-hour and went back to YMCA to meet joey. After that went to shopping with joey, yee mei, xue ting and raimi. And raimi was talking about the "letter" that i wish to give to joey. So we kept chatting and i kept thinking will she accept or not? Raimi kept encourage me and said sure can derh no problem so when she didnt noticed it, i put that "letter" into her back and went to bukit batok to meet wei xiang they all. That all for today happy viewing ^^

2007-08-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmm just came back from watching Jay Chou's moive at westmall with reiner, guo wei, zhe xian, de li they all. Today got two post to blog hopefully can finish it by 12am. Jay Chou's movie really very nice and so trouch by it. I almost cried out ~>.<~ but then only few tears jsut drop out of my eyes. So everyone who view my blog must go and watch Jay Chou's movie i strongly recommend your to watch it ^^

2007-08-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

Just came back from speech day at Yusof Ishak Secondary School on 04/08/07. Today was siew ping birthday~ !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOHX SIEW PING. Meet her during the afternoon and went to IMM to accompany to buy her bag. After went to bukit batok CSC derh KTV and sing. I seng until 2.30pm then went to Blk280 meet joey and Kat. After went to school YISS together. On our way there joey asked me to piggy-back her and she hop onto my back and went to school. Inside the school a lot of teachers dont remember me because of my outfit lols. Went to AVA room to meet Mr Fong my fav CPA teacher of my life~!!! Then we chat and took photos and went around the school finding my friends that were still studying in YISS. After that meet Hui Shan & her bf at blk289 then i went to smoke and went back to school. We went to our old class and found out it been changed into a multi-media room, got computers and air-corns so good sia. Then went to hall to watch the speech day thing. Watch abit had to went down to help my friend buy drinks then went up again. After a while again need to go down to fetch Kelly & her bf. Then i watch performs until i fall asleep because my pains in my body made me felt tired and slept. After the performs went down to meet my old classmate who been awarded and went to eat. Then went out to slack at the playground just outside YISS. After piggy-back joey to bus stop and we went together to westmall and she went home. I went to westmall arcade to meet HuiShan and rachelle they all. And then went back home. Anyway took some photos happy viewing ^^

Claudius & Mr Fong

Kat & Claudius

Adam & claudius

Me & Joey

Miie & Felicia

Hui Shan & Claudius(Meix&Kor)

Claudius & Kelly(Dar & Dear ^^ Best Frenz)

The girl of my class

Vidhya my classmate

Vidhya & Claudius

Me and Shu Ming

Huishan ^^

pretty right ^^

The loving couple

Mdn Rehana and us

Mdn Rehana and Vidhya

Me and my ex CPA teacher

Dinner time

Joey and me(We looks like ghost right)

We're accting cute ^^

Look so blur blur derh

2007-08-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

This post is about yesterday 03/08/07. Again i missed out lessons didnt went to school the whole day. But got meet my friends. Today was too tired till i cant even woke up when Ching gave me a morning call. Around 9 plus Raimi called me and asked me to wake up and said today we promise to go out and have fun together. So i quickly woke up, wash myself up and dress nicely and went out. Today went to a lot of places, 1st we went to downtown east that was during the noon. Went there to find out more about our chalet booking stuffs after took bus to Compass point(Seng Kang) and slack at there. Tooks a lot of photos and some funny video. We went to KFC to had our lunch and Teddy did a very lame and stupid things at there. He blew a "balloon" as in not really a balloon but is something guys do use it derh. Then we meet up with john and went to Seng Kang CC to slack and was drinking bubble tea. The pearls inside the bubble tea was used as a bullet for us to shoot at others using a straw. lol after that went for dinner and dance was having loads of fun ^^ After that went back MRT station and accompany Raimi to punngol then accompany Teddy home and went back home. Total time we too was 2 hrs and was fined $2 for nothing lols. Now im damm sleepy lerh so happy viewing the photos ^^

What are we doing ? ? ?

Ching Emo-ing(On the way to pasir ris)

Claudius & Teddy Emo-ing(On the way to pasir ris)

Teddy Emo-ing??? (On the way to pasir ris)

Cornelius Emo-ing or blur? (On the way to pasir ris)

Raimi Emo-ing(On the way to pasir ris)

I'm Emo-ing >.<(On the way to pasir ris)

back to little kids time(At Compasspoint)

We are still kids(At Compasspoint)

(At Compasspoint)

lols lame post -_- (At Compasspoint)

Best Friends(At compass point)

(At Compasspoint)

Yeah ~ !!! (At Seng Kang CC)

Inside the lift(At Seng Kang CC)

My reflection(At Seng Kang CC)

Our reflection(At MRT station)

Raiimii & Teddy(OMG~!!! THEY ARE GAY!)

Our style(At MRT station)

Acting cool

Raiimii and miie reflection

2007-08-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

This post is about yesterday 02/08/07. Yesterday i didnt went for E Math and Science lesson was too tired lerh because whole night didnt slept at all was taking care of my sick uncle. Then afternoon went for english lesson and the teacher was suprised to see me attended the class early. In english class was very fun ^^ the teacher always create some funny things out of what we 're studying. . . Funny comments, funny stuffs and funny works. . . After english lesson went to play DOTA at lan shop with Ching, Cornelius, Raimi and Teddy. Played for 2 hours and after that went to had our dinner. After dinner we will thristy so went to 7-11 and bought a big gulp and we do stuns ^^ All of us took 1 straw and suck the the drink at the same time was very funnny and we created some mess >< After that we passed by Cathny and took some photos for fun and went to Plaza Singapura. At Plaza Singapura we saw a girl age around us and caught her keep looking at Ching. So i said let play Open Numbers whoever gotten that number must go ask that girl for number and so Ching was the one been hit and he went to ask. But too bad the girl said Ching need to show them how he really felt to wants her number must have emotions and feelings 0.o so ching gave up and we went shopping until 8pm plus and went back home. Right now im going out to meet wei wen they all so happy viewing the photos i took yesterday. .

On my way to school(Taken inside the lift)

How do i look with a cap?

We rocks ^^

Zi Lian inside the toilet(what's teddy looking at?)

Claudius & Teddy ( Kor Kor & Di Di)

Cornelius adding fierce

Omg what's happening to Teddy?

I'm acting Dao

Yeah we rocks^^

Best friends of Y.M.C.A

What am i doing???

Ching trying to act as Vemomacer

Raimi~!!! AHHHHHH~!!

Our reflection

Going Home time

2007-08-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hahahs today came back home from work early was too tired lerh so tell sir that i cant handle lerh. . . Today didn't went to school was too tired dont know why maybe because yesterday didnt slept well. . . Slept until afternoon then woke up and felt blur blur derh. . . After that went to wash myself up then use the computer. After a while teddy called saying they wanna come my house, so i started to clean up my house, my room and my everything somehow like spring cleaning. After that called joey and went to caltex to find her and yee mei. After that we slack at Blk 290 there derh playground awhile and wait for teddy they all. When teddy they all reached batok, i ride my bicycle to fetch them. Raimi went to Ching's house to change cloths and then meet us at bukit batok MRT station to meet cornelius and us. After that they all went to my house to slack and played TURE OR DARE. lols today i was DARED by Ching to proposal to Joey to be my stead but not real derh lah. So i just said steady lah on lah. But when i'm sitting in front of Joey everything felt diff. My dare-ing feelings had became kinda shy and my heartbeat was beating very fast. Those feelings were like that day, that night. . . This feelings really remind me about that day and nightx. But still i had to proposal, but this was bad because it's in my house, face to face and somemore my family members were at home. My mother was watching me, my dad was walking here and there near us and my little brother was jsut beside Joey using the computer. So shy man. . . So ended up i still proposal to her. After that i went to change and went to work. Joey they all accompany me and i treated her a Cheese Fried and after that they went home. That it for now need to go sleep lerh if not tomorrow cant wake up for school

2007-07-31T02:05:00.000+08:00

hais just came back from work >.< wahx so late lerh had to go sleep soon. Todae went to school with Guo Wei. We missed a total of 6 MRT trains!!! Todae was Guo Wei 1st day in school so he felt kinda strange. I was last for assembly and it's my 1st time attending it. Assembly so sianz very boring until i fell asleep. After assembly went to Plaza Singapura to eat breakfast with Teddy, Cornelius, Ching, John and Newu. After that went t X-Zone to play DDR^^ lols teddy saw me played until so happy also join in playing with me had loads of fun and cute things happened. After that went back to class to attend P.O.A lesson. School ends lerh we went to played DOTA for 2 matches and then i went back home. Happen to saw Cheng Yang at bukit batok MRT station and we walked to westmall to find her stead and then i went home. . . On my way home, looking at my handphone feeling strange feeling lonely or ? ? ? Just dont felt right kinda missing somethings... Hais life just not right without her. . . Maybe i'm in the fault? Wonder what i done wrong? *Hais Hais Hais* *Ta*Ta* Guess i'm just gonna move on my life now, what is past was past no use staying there not moving forward ^^ All depend on "Fate" &"miracles"

2007-07-28T21:35:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm boring . . . *yawn* just woke up and see so many missed call and messages in my hp. . . Todae went to work in the morning and ends at 1pm. After that went back home to try out some new games "deco online" Played for 2 hours and fallen asleep at the computer table. Not because the game is boring, it's because i'm too tired yesterday night didnt slept well whole body is aching around and happen to slept very late. Woke up 7pm plus and the house is still empty only me alone in the house. Very boring lay friends asked me out later but cant go because tml working in the morning. Sianz lah . . . Hais

2007-07-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

hais im now rotting, emo-ing & day-dreaming at home now >.< Why does things happen like this. Hais dont know how to start. Nevermind today i went to school with Cornelius & Ching. . . I met them at Jurong East MRT station, then we went to school. When we reaching Y.M.C.A we all ran to class because we're going to be late for school but still we're not late lucky. Today our group of friends all wear home cloth. Hahahahs after school Raimi, Teddy, Cornelius and me went to Yusof Ishak Secondary School to fetch Joey and Teddy's stead then we walked to WestMall. As we walked Joey and i will singing song non-stop until WestMall. Then we went to block 102 slack and play True Or Dare until 4.30pm then i went home and rest. Today my feelings felt more relaxing lerh. . . Thanks a lot guys

2007-07-25T01:07:00.000+08:00

This is the last post lerh. Kinda stupid but then i just wish to post it. When i was a little kid, a young boy with dreams, dreams that can only be think but wont be able to come true. When i was a little boy i always watch cantoons and anime like dragonballz. I always think when i grown up i want to be like goku from dragonballz. So i always played with myself whenever i'm alone. Right now im 17 this dreams still contain in my mind, knowing it will never come true but then some times will i'm alone walking back home i will think about it. As im listening to music, mind thinking full of become some1 with super natural power and save the earth. Hahahas now i dont really played with myself whenever im alone when im young but then i still day dreaming around here and there. Some times i felt more relax afer thinking about it whenever im stress or Emo. . . Hahahahs that all for now going to sleep lerh buhbye

2007-07-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

Now this is the 3rd post. This post is somehow about my plannings and thinkings. Right now i'm 17 years old. Dream of being a singer or a policeman or C.I.D will be the best. But then with my current states i dont think i can. Highest education level is N levels. Hais currently studying in Y.M.C.A a private school to take Private O levels. I had a girlfriend now but then . . . Right now im gonna concentrate on my studies and work and her. Planning to work on a second job and a cafe. Need to earn money before i go NS or SPF. I gonna work very hard to achieve what i wants. As for her. . . Hopefully we can last and things will change to a better solution. I knew what's going on but i jsut wish to kept quiet and let things goes by nature my love for you is still the same and i dont wish to change it anymore.

2007-07-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

Now this is the second post. Just came back home from outside. Just now went to work and after work went to Bukit Batok cc to play bball. I played bball with cheng yang and vicent. 1st match was playing shooting from half-court whoever score 3 points is the winner. So the results for the 1st match was me ^^ claudius: 3 points Cheng Yang: 1points Vicent: 0 point. The next match was a 1 vs 1 vs 1 match. The rules are simple just like normal bball game whoever scores 7 points is the winner and the result is claudius: 7 points, Cheng Yang: 6 points and vicent: 1 points. After that went back home and rest and blogging now.

2007-07-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today i got loads of things to post. Gonna made it into four posts. Now let start off with the first post. Today i met a new friend and knew loads of thiings. Today went to school and was late so no attendent was been marked. First two period was science followed by art then chinese. Ionly went for science niia. During science lesson Raimi asked me why my phone keep ringing non-stop like im working on a Big project or was it my stead? But then actually it was Daphne who was the one that been messaging me. I shared my problems with Raimi chatting with him for the who Science Lesson. I found out some things and yet i dont know what i should do? Asked Raimi for advises but still no plans. I just felt lost and useless. Raimi asked me why not i just concentrate for my studies first? And i just kept quiet. After sciience lesson i went to slack wiith Raimi, Monkey, Teddy, Ching, Felicia and a new giirl who i didnt know. After they intro this new giirl to me, i then know that she's a friend of Joey. Somehow my classmates seem to have links with Demi and Joey and i was so suprise about it. After they said they later afternoon coming down to batok to slack, and i said im joining them and went back home. Sleep soundly in the bus and was awake by a bad dream. Hais tears just drop out of the sudden. Then went back home to sleep. In the afternoon went to meet my classmate and Joey and Demi. Went to block 620 3oth floor to slack. This floor and block was where i used to pour all my saddness and sorrow out on the wall. Draw and write my words out, as i passed by my drawings and writings i started to think back about my past. After that they said about playing True Or Dare !!!. Played and played, time passes by and everyone started to be more excitied who will be next since i changed the rule to ALL DARE NO MORE TRUE~!!! And so i was the next and been Dare into doing something bad hais. After went back to home changed my cloths and went to work.

2007-07-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh ~ !!!! siianz gotten the army letter liiao. How? What should i do? Sign on for army or go on my studies first? If i sign on for army, i'm gonna spend 2 years in it, how will she been outside? when i finish army how will i be able to look or a job with my current studies? If i go on studies first i really had to work very hard. Since my dreams was to be a policeman or C.I.D but what happen if i failed to get good results for my O levels? Ahhhhhhhhhhh going crazy now. . . I'm starting to lose confidents in myself, starting to back out of it. . . Few days ago i asked her if i will to sign on for army will she wait for me? She gave a very good answer telling me that future cannot be predict, knowing the answer mades felt a bit relax at least not a No or a Yes. . . Been slacking too much in my studies felt like quitting school. Where was the spirit of wanting to study non stop, looking for more knowledges? Where is the spirit i had when i was in secondary school(gov sch)? Why am i feeling backing out? Why is my mind been thinking about earning moneys? What's gonna happen to my future? Hais right now i'm still thinking and thinking. . .

2007-07-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

This post is about 17/07/07. It was midnight around 3a.m. I hapen to felt hungry and wei wen and qin quan happen to woke up so i ask them out to eat. First qin quan had to go bath and wei wen had to wash up so i nothing better to do and slack at the window in my kitchen. From my kitchen's window i can see wei wen's house. So we will chatting at there while waiting for qin quan. I so bo liao so i went a bit zi lian and also took wei wen house photo. After that went to 7-11 there eat. We all were having loads of fun until police came lols. Anyway we slack until morning 5 am so didnt went to school the following day. So now i got some photos to post happpy viewing ^^

Im missing you badly here

Without you by my side i felt lonely

Wei wen de house

zi lian derh wo

cool mahz?

Wei Wen and Qin Quan

Claudius(di) & Ying Ying (jie)

2007-07-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hahas todae i attended all my classes didnt skip any lesson ^^ Today so unlucky while going up the bus my head was hitted onto the door so pain until now im still feeling a bit dizzy and pain. Today was having math lesson and i was late but lucky the teacher still marked my attendents. During the math lesson i was been distracted by somebody messages. Hais i really felt im been lied, im so stupid to truth some1 easily. After that i went back to batok to find some1 to slack but then no1 is free so headed home. When i reached home i went to sleep right away because i felt dizzy a lot. Anyway today got took some photos in class. Happy viewing ^^

7 gangster of YMCA in plaza sing

Cornelius(monkey) & Claudius (xiao xiong)

Me ^^

Wo hao zi lian

Claudius & Teddy we are acting cute^^

2007-07-14T04:12:00.001+08:00

Just reached home fomr ouside. Today i was having a high fever 38.5 cool right lols. ANyway i heck care. Just now talk to dear on the phone feels like she's angry about me showing my friend our neoprint. Hais i felt she kinda diff today and i didnt spend time for her so bad. Hais dear please if any problem in your heart pls let me know like how you used too when we are friends. Just like before don't because i'm ur stead you change. Let me know and i will help you just like before. Dear i'm worried about you and missing every moments, i'm scared of losing you. . .

2007-07-14T03:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm so late then i blog hmmm anyway let just stared it. 12th of July i went out with xiiaN, Dear and Mireen. That day we will planning to go and watch Harry Potter movie. Early in the morning i was been woke but xiiaN derh call, asking to go and play auditionsea. After that accompany my mother to eat my breakfast and went out. Meet xiiaN at bukit batok interchange and we set off to school. When we reached our school, we felt like not going to school since we are wearing nice clothings and somemore we didnt bring any things that involve studies and so we went to X-Zone beside PC Bunk and played DDR. PLayed until we sweat and so went to the nearest toilet to restyle our hair and get rid of our sweat. Then we went to Plaza Sing to book the ticket for the movie. After that we went to KFC to eat since we're really very hungry. After having our meals we went to Seng Kang to meet Dear. Lols Dear said xiiaN looks so gangster and so tall in fact xiiaN is tall but for gangster i dont think so. After we followed xiiaN to Hougang to meet his Dar Mireen and accompany her home. xiiaN went to mireen's house but DeaR and i stay at their block and waited for them. The both of us will playing around like little kids hmmm seem likes i'm still a kid^^ A while later xiiaN came down and we took bus to Plaza Sing. Inside that bus we will sitting at the second floor since it's a double decker bus and we sing ^^ Mireen sang like a singer very nice and good lorx. After that we drop of at one of the bus stop and took taxi since we're are getting late for the movie. When we reached Plaza Sing and we all rushed to the movie and yeah we made it on time lucky sia. Inside the movie xiiaN and mireen like hungry ghost keep eating popcorn non stop lols. After a while Dear said wanna go toilet so i accompany her. INside the toilet nothing to do so just be a bit zi lian and took some photos. After that went back to the movie and i missed some parts of the movie but nevermind. After the movie we went to food court to eat but ended up everyone not eating anything since no1 is hungry but then i'm wondering why Dear not eating since she didnt eat anything the whole afternoon and evening kinda worried about her. After that we walked to Heren to took neoprints, hmmm been a long time i took neoprints. While taking neoprints my heart is beating fast don't know why but then i know im not shy i felt i'm just too happy havingher being my side. After that we went to eat and still Dear not eating anything again lorx so worried about her hais. Then we starting to make our way home. During that time Dear so quiet likes she thinkings a lot of things and i asked why so quiet she only answered me nothing >.< When we was about to reach the MRT i found out i lsot my money and the things Dear bought for me, i'm so freaking careless lorx so stupid and angry about myself money lost nevermind but the gift she gave me i lost it fuck it lah. . . Then i walked her home and i'm still blaming myself for losing the gifts hais. Reach Dear de block and i'm feeling dont wish to leave her side i really wants to stay by her side lay but too bad i cant it's very late lerh and still had to rush for the last train if not i cant get home. Went back to batok to meet qin quan and slack with them till very late then went home. Dear i'm missing you like i never Did before i love you with my heart and never wants to leave you lerh.

Picture Time ^^

acting cool?

xiiaN acting cool?

I not crying edited by dear

IM acting cute ^^

I really bad in acting cute
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2007-07-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

yEAH today end school very early at 10.30 in the morning can go home lerh anyway this past few days been taking photos with my classmates. I felt xiiian and i are getting along with the class lerh everyone started to talks and joke around lerh ^^ Here are some photos i took happy viewing

It's me ^^ Raimi behind me ^^

Teddy & Monkey & Claudius & Raimi

Ching & Min Shun & Monkey & Teddy & Raimi

Claudius & Min Shun (adidas brothers)

Teddy & Claudius

zi lian time ^^

Zi lian ^^

Claudius & Raimi

Teddy giving a ugly face

Monkey

Teddy & me( waht are we pointing at?)

what am i pointing ?

2007-07-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

o8o7o7 The Day I Found You In My Life. I Love You Like I Never Loved Anyone In My Life.
o9o7o7 The Day I Held Your Hand, Holding It Tight And Never Wants To Let It Go.

I love you and i will never wants to let go of you. wo hen gao xing you ni zai wo shang bian. Ye hen xiang ni. wO yao ding ni lerh. Listen up i'm going to be the only one to save your soul every night and stay by your side.

XIIAO SHA GUA YOU YUAN AII TEA LEAF EGG

O8O7O7

I will be there for you

I swear my love for you is true

I will be there to take your breath away

And

I will save your soul every nightx as long as i'm alive

2007-07-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hais my father for no fucking reasons moved out my computer from my room and left it at my living room. Very angry lorx for no reasons he angry for nothing then keep scolding my little brother and me. Now still nagging lorx felt like shouting back at him but still he's my father hais really dont like it lorx.

2007-07-03T17:24:00.000+08:00

Ah Ha. Been slacking a bit this few days so didnt really knows what to blog. Hmmm let start by intro myself. I'm Claudius 17+ this year currently working in KFC located at Bukit Batok West Ave8. This KFC was named as BBE which mean Bukit Batok Express. WestMall KFC is linked with KFC BBE, somehow the staffs are not really that linked ^.^ KFC BBE was open during 2004 9th of September and i joined on 29th of September 2004. Two and the half years had pass, from a small KFC store had became a Home Delivery KFC store. Now we had diff staffs working at diff things like example some work as cashiers, supply base, lobby, Dispatcher & Riders. This KFC had some jokers that can bring happiness for the day. They might be jokers but they are hard-working too. Currently now we are having a 2-star ranked staff, a service Champion staff, Five 1-star ranked staffs and training staffs. For me i been working for a long time and im one of the 1-star ranked staffs currently trying to guide the other staffs and train them well for cashier. Anyway we also had a cute& kind-hearted manager like Mdn Anne, a handsome looking malay manager like izzhal and a young strong manager like Kelvin. I'm happy to be able to work here and be able to know them. Here are some photos i took. HAPPY VIEWING EVERYONE

Claudius & Meng Zhong & Pei Juan(Paper Cup Mode)

Pei Juan(cashier) serving a customer

Jian Ming(Lobby) Carrying a rubbish bin

Anne(Manager) Answering a important call

1 of the Rider helping out in Dispatch

1 of the rider just return from deliverly

Me with spec lols so zi lian

Claudius and Meng Zhong(The Handsome Cashiers ^^)

Ying Hui(Supply Base) Packing Products

Meng Zhong(Cashier) Packing Customer order