.Sunday, October 29, 2006 ' 11:27 PM l
Haiz this time really sianz le... Boss called me and said no need come to work for the time being, no work no money sia. No money but still can earn back just work more and spent less time outside but what i really sianz abt was today james called me and said hey claudius i heard frm .... that u spread rumors of someone trying to frame her ar? I was shocked hearing that sia!!! I never done anything about spreading rumors but why i been accused? I'm not that boring to do all this stupid things lorx even if i'm boring i also wont do this kind of problems im not that kind of guy!!! Somemore now my hp was spoiled, still can use but no light very hard to see the message... Then now that she's sick... Going to get salary le but hope the amount of money i gonna get will be enough for me to do on what i had planned...
. ' 5:42 AM l
Haiz tis few days nv contact her liao... Feels kinda weird inside my heart... Haiz what am i thinking now? Errr actually im quite confused or maybe think to much liao... Some questions just pop up... But i also dont wish to know those answers to it too... Haiz somehow this feelings i had now were almost the same feelings i had when i been left out by my ex... Kinda hate this feelings really hate it!!! Her birthday is coming soon and wondering what to give her... The problems were how do i meet her and how to face her when i meet her? Should search for the answers to my questions or should i treat it as a test for me? Those questions i really wish to know were " What was she thinking in her mind about me? Does she treat more than just a best frenz of hers? Just dont really knows what to do about it...
.Friday, October 27, 2006 ' 4:42 PM l
Yoz, seens like my family were getting along better liao... At least wont get anymore scolding for no reason or anymore fights at the moments... But this kind of peace can last how long? For this answer i planned not to find out or look for it as long as we can live in peace that will be the best for me... Yesterday went to bowling centre and played bowling with my father and little brother... Finally i knw how to spin the ball but i dont really did a prefect one like the pro does... But i will try harder and keep improve on my skill de hahahas... After went home and i start using the computer and awhile later wei wen come my hse and we keep chatting until morning... He really a damm joker keep making me laugh crazy him.... Haiz so sianz no work tis few days haiz can't sms her too... Really miss her a lot and her b'dae is coming soon... Gonna give her a very big suprise!!!
.Thursday, October 26, 2006 ' 1:10 PM l
Hahahs yesterday came back around 5.30am in the morning so tired but also very fun... Yesterday first i went to my jie hse for her b'dae party but felt kinda of sianz cuz cant sabo her haiz so just sat at her party chatting with other frenz... Wahx saw my ex at there sia, she kinda give me some faces for no reasons but heck care her lah... After anna they all going back le so i follow since i oso dont wanna stay anymore... Went to csc play lan but the computer there damm lag keep dc frm o2jam sian spoiled my mood... After meet qin quan and went to find weixian de group and we kinda play block catching in chen hao block, so funny to run around and hide here and there... But actually we are hiding frm someone we dont wish to see or meet!!! After that we all got ourselve hungry and went to the two coffee shop facing each other and eat... Then stupid chen hao need to go home first and waiting until her dad fall asleep then can come out so the rest of the group weixian, weixian's wifey, ah heng, claudia de kor, qin quan and me went to bukit batok nature park... While on the way there we past by blk269(eugenia's block) and weixian keep shouting: eugenia claudius miss you!!!,eugenia claudius love you!!! Damm that weixian hahahs but nvm lah just playing and fooling around after that i and ah heng keep challageing each other in running... So we are like two mad people running here running there... When we reach nature park we threw stones see we threw the furthest and we sang songs... A while later ah heng said let go to War Of Memories then we said hey 1 person go up at the time lah... Then we go up one by one, im the third person to go up and i kinda felt creep, then weixian and his stead were the fourth person and that crazy weixian end up running up the path laughing like a idiot!!! Crazy Him!!! After that we slack at there until 4.30am and i went home with qin quan liao... Reached home so dammm tired and fall asleep until now just waken up only hahahas.... Wish got another chance to go out at midnight with them again!!
.Tuesday, October 24, 2006 ' 1:36 AM l
Haiz wondering what was happening to my body!!! Last Friday i some sort of fainted while jogging during the midnightx... Think been affected by the Haze!!! But lucky not much damage to my body ba... Just now while having my dinner suddenly had a very bad cough and causes me to felt so much bad near my stomach and kidney... AHHH felt like it cramped so much pains... Almost cant take it!!! But cant take it still had to, mother was slping soundly while the rest of my family went out... Use to this kind of problems... Tomorrow no work and was planning of going to ice skating but my parents dont allow... Haiz so really sianz abt it... Hope got a new computer so can play o2jam at home!!! Nevermind just work hard and harder to achieve my goals!!! Haiz cant contact her until next week due to her expensive hp bills!!! Just take this time to learn to be more patient abt it!!! Claudius Work Hard And Harder For Your GoalS!!!
.Sunday, October 22, 2006 ' 2:30 AM l
Haiz today nv go to work because yesterday didnt slept well at all... And the reason i gave to my boss was i'm sick and im down cant work today... So bad sia :P Haix for a while going to sleep soon, now2.28am chatting with my mei claudia(bao bei meix meix)!!! Today went to my uncle's hse and play o2jam so fun lorx play until the keyboard spoil le ba:P Then play until nightx then my cousin vera came home and challage me in AuditionSea and i lost badly but i won greatly in o2jam hahahas so fun... Then played half way, valerie sms me whether i'm angry mah bcuz she been not replying my sms and calls but it's okkie de lah... Im not this kind of person who get angry without a reasonable reason lorx... But seen likes valerie was scared that i'm angry at her!!! Valerie let me tell you i wont angry with you without a reason de lorx so dont scared of me okkie, i only wish to had you by my side and keep on having this relationship... I Really Love You as much as be4!!! At night went home at watch Princess Hours de VCDs... Watch until 12 plus and claudia called my for Helps on relationship haiz... Hahahas she so cute sia to ask me this kind of problems... Okkie now im going to sleep liao wahhhhhhh...Love You Always Muacks Muackx Miss You Badly
.Saturday, October 21, 2006 ' 2:08 PM l
Haiz been quite few days le... Havent heard any news frm you yet... Yesterday went out with wei xian and went to CSC... At first went to tennis court to see whether you are playing at there with your parents mah but then the tennis court was empty!!! And then went to bowling centre to look out for you but still .... haiz... So wei xian and i just stay in bowling centre and playing bowling... Having a lot of fun at there but still missing you wishing that you can just appear at there... After that went to arcade and play games hoping to see u there too but still... We played para and dance and a lot more until so siao... Then we to lan shop to challage wei xian a 1 on 1 DOTA match! Haiz i lost to him again but then he said i improve a lot not bad sia... Then we just walked around CSC and chatting trying to waste times at there... For me im trying to waste time at there hoping miracles will appear but then none appear! For wei xian he just dont really wish to go his stead hse cuz very boring at there and i agress too. Haiz really missed you so much...
.Friday, October 20, 2006 ' 10:43 PM l
Haiz just got home and again been scolded by my father damm lorx... He very unreasonable lorx, i just now went out and i sms him that i got work tmr and im coming home late today... And when i reached home he ask me how much i had now? I answer i left a dollar plus and he scolded me why i spent so much? I answer u gave me ten dollars and i spent to eat my breakfast be4 going to sch, afternoon for lunch and dinner for night... Then he scolded if he gave me only $5 what i going to do? I said i skip one of my meal lorx then he said tmr how? I skip meal lorx... Then he said i very irresponsible that i nv told mother earlier that i got work tmr so i no money!!! Then i said i cant tell bcuz i called the boss earlier the evening and afternooon but he nv answer!!! Until night he sms me and so i sms my dad... Then mother was with him so i thought he will tell but he didnt!!! He said i cant tell him urself ar? Now he jobless must care abt my problems meh? He said he now no job why i nv call or help? I did lorx but he dont knw only mah... Then now for nth of what i did he angry of me... Aiya dont wish to see me at home then said lah, i wont force ur to see me de!!! Tmr no money to eat then no money lorx strave to dead oso my problems not need ur to care le... Seen you said le you noe jobless mah still nid to care abt me meh? Frm now on got work i just work, got OT i work OT, as long as i dont need to stay at home and that will be fine!!!
.Thursday, October 19, 2006 ' 8:29 PM l
Haiz Rowena(Twins), Wan xin(Best frenz), Valerie(Darling) and all my Gan-families and Frenz... Started to miss everyone especally YOU valerie!!! Wonder how's everyone liao... Kinda wishing to meet eveyone now... Haiz wonder when can i had a chance to meet your.... Now just wishing and hoping to meet you valerie... Just once will do le... Missing Y0u As Badly As You Are!!!
.Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ' 8:33 PM l
Everyone!!! Dont ever give up in what u are thinking or doing!!! Even if it's near the end, there is still a way to success!!! Believe Miracles, Miracles were appeared i believe!!! Trust me never ever give up!!!
.Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ' 9:46 PM l
What's happening? Why everyone are so sad and some feel likes commit suicide... Ahhhh i got a pairs of hands to help but not everything can be done in my ways!!! Please my friends dont do stupid things!!! Deading is a very damm stupid ways of solving problems PLEASE MY FRENZ!!!
.Monday, October 16, 2006 ' 8:59 PM l
What's happening to my parents? What's going with them? Been three days le!!! They never stop quarrling!!! Morning also fight, afternoon also fight, night oso fight!!! Now midnight also fight!!! I really had enough alreadY!!! Cant had some peace at home? Whenever your quarrl, i'm always the middle person... Been vented anger by your!!! Why everytime your quarrl, i must be the middle person who been scolding at for nth? The feelings of been vented anger was very stress and sad u knw? This home is starting to became the place for me to sleep le... Whether i exist or not ? It doesn't seen that your care anymore... Seen like inside your eyes, i'm just a child who is useless, a child that ur vented ur anger at, a child who ur always thinks that he's not good even through he's really good... My work place was now my home without been scolded for nth...I'm just Not a GOOD guy in your eyes... I'm just a USELESS person... Sorry for not being a faithful son of yours!!! *Sob* *sob*This home doesn't belongs to me anymore... This home is not a place for me to be happy with my family anymore... IT JUST A PLACE FOR ME TO SLEEP!!! I really wish to slp now!!! Fall into a deeP slp!!! I'm tired le really very tired le!!!
.Sunday, October 15, 2006 ' 7:35 PM l
Yesterday got a quarrl with my dad... Abt my salary... He said my mother wants $500 per month frm me... I was only earning $1000+ not so much lay... So more i got my bills to pay and things to buy still got a computer to buy too... But i'm not angry abt it, what i angry was was he lieing? Bcuz if my mother want s money frm me she will ask me in person but my dad always use my mother name to ask me for money de... He spent money very fast.... He said u cannot think ar few months ago he been helping for my phone bills, haiz i wish to buy new cloths but he said don't buy first lah so many cloths le... But all this cloths wasn't what i likes lorx it was bought by others... Haiz this year i only but a T-shirt and a computer mouse... Haiz at first got a job that was low pay only worry howto make myself work more without feeling tired and how to spent and save but now got a job that had high salarys must worry how much to give my parents, how to use it and save it.... Haiz feeling so sad about it.... Just started work and had to worry all this problems...WISH TO SLEEP FOREVER AND NEVER WAKE UP!!!
. ' 7:27 PM l
Haiz so sianz just work few days and i got so much injures... 13th friday was a unlucky friday ba... That what people said to me, at first i don't believe it but later i started to 1st while carrying stores some of it drop and hit me haiz so painful... After i got myself cut while using pen knife... Last got a sharp things got into my hand and cuz a lot of blood and had a very deep cut ahhhhh!!! Haiz but still i love this job... I will work hard and harder until i felt i'm happy....
.Friday, October 13, 2006 ' 8:49 PM l
Finally found a job... Located at Ayae Rajah cres blk 28... It's inside a Simen buliding... I???? Hmmm I work in a Starhub Warehouse.... Currently workking on a project call "Rework Settops"... Not really sure what izzit called... Been working for two days only and i love the job even though i had to work frm monday to friday 8.30 am to 6pm... Some times still need to work on saturdays... Haiz but i love that job!!! Yong xiang my frenz was working there with me... At first he was kinda slow and blur but for nw he improve a bit le... But sometimes he wants to slack... Hahahs today while carry the store, our boss saw me and said what's ur name? Ya new here? So i answer back... Then he said i look quite young and handsome... I told him i'm 16 tis year... He was shocked and he said hey u are a strong guy men, work hard and i can see that u are a fast worker... Hahahs all my partners came to me and said hey the boss rarely praised workers, I'm a lucky crap!!! Hahahs but then todays date: 13/10!!! Unlucky fridays, quite a lot of problems came out... But still manage to solve it... Haiz tomorrow still gonna work but nvm work OT earn more money... Work Hard Claudius!!!
.Monday, October 09, 2006 ' 9:25 PM l
Today morning went to meet belinda they all and went to mac to slack... Slack a while went to watch movie Rob B Hood with jermey... The movie was very funny can't stop laughing and the stunts that jackie chan did was way too great so pro sia!!! But got one part inside the movie was very touching almost cry out... After that went to blk 104 meet wisely and vicent they all... Again slack at blk 104, after a while went to play bball and then go wisely hse slack and play my favourite PS2 game " BurnOut 4" After that we home and rest and do my things!!!
.Sunday, October 08, 2006 ' 10:48 AM l
Wahhx just came back frm outside... Almost been two days never go home liao... Dont feel like going home just wish to stay outside free frm problems and try to be happy with frenz... Yesterday went out with weixian they all... Wei xian and Chen Hao went to get their hair colour wow look so like ah beng sia... Then we went out to slack... Taking photos too... By The Way i'm DEAD!!! This is the photo that prove that i'm dead!!! I'm Cloud but now is a Cloud that been raining all day long, a Cloud that used to had a sun to shine on had bcame alone...Dead On 06/10, Time:2.16am
.Saturday, October 07, 2006 ' 2:23 PM l
06/10 fifth october!!! Last day of N levels exam and oso Last Day that we the 4TD were be studying and having exams as a class together!!! After the exam everyone were very happy even me myself bcuz finally we gonna graduate le but somehow everyone kinda miss the class as we goes out of the school!!! Haix yesterday wasn't a good day to me!!! I went home happily had my bath and went online... And i heard a bad news that makes me sad for the whole day... We had broke up... Now that she's gone leaving alone... Life without her felt hurts!!! Yesterday after hearing the news i just reall no mood for anythings!!! Wisely, Alan and Nicholas asked me out and so i go for it... I was really no mood and they keep telling me "Claudius what today happen just let it out and be happy" but then i still as sad as be4... Then we went to our old place "28 floor" and let my feelings out cry out as much as i wants... After that wei xian my best frenz ask me out and went to Bukit Timah and play pool and smoke and drink.... Feel like making me drunk and faint!! Then we went to meet his stead and slack around my house and i went home had a bath and change me cloths and went to weixian house... At his house we slack at the playground and at his house... Until 4.30am i and his stead went back home... Back in bukit batok i saw xiao fan, qin quan, wei wen, wei xiang and nason they all... We had a short chat and they suddenly chat abt eugenia and i just felt so sad again... I really Love her a lot.... Hope she will come back to my side again
.Wednesday, October 04, 2006 ' 7:25 PM l
Today was really a hard day for me... Yesterday got a bad nightmare, a nightmare that really scared me out!!! It abt someone saying a last goodbye to me!!! Starting to worry and stress... Today i was having N level science paper 1, 2 and 3! Paper 1 was a easy one for me but paper 2 was damm hard!! Really spend a lot of time doing it!!! But then paper 3 was as easy as paper 1 hope i can pass my science paper!!!
.Sunday, October 01, 2006 ' 2:06 AM l
Class 4TD contains a bunch or maybe a group of students that love to have fun, love to fights, love to be crazy!!!
Hi i'm claudius here one of the students frm class 4td!!! I been in this class since i was sec 1!!! Back then was a prefect, a timid little short prefect but now time had change everyone in this class changed!!! Our class love PE, CPA, MATH, CHINESE and ENGLISH!!! Pe lesson we had Mr low as our teacher who join us in various sport games always challaging us in matches!!! CPA lesson we had Mdn rehana and Mr Fong as our teachers, Mdn rehana a teacher who show her care towards to all her students!!! Always helppingus in our lessons and jokes around in class even though it lame :P but then we enjoyed!!! Mr Fong a teacher which a small group of students in our class love to talks to him abt his stories or our!!! English lesson we had mdn nolariah as the teacher, she scolded us most of the time in class and always wake students that fell asleep in class!!! But she's a very very good teacher, even though we made serious mistake she wont give up hopes on us!!! She wll try and change us!!! Now our MATH lesson we had My Koh our form teacher oso our fren as the teacher!!! At first, when the whole class heard that Mr koh gonna be our form teacher and oso our math teacher, our reactions was damm what a luck we had this year!!! Why we had this thinking? Because during our sec2, he teaches us D&T and almost every lesson we been scolded or punished by him so everyone hate and dislike Mr Koh at first! As times goes by we started to like Mr Koh more and more until everyone loved him! He was the first and only teacher that can be crazy like us, he understand us and he oso talk in our langurages that we used to talk with our frenz... To us Mr Koh was our only teacher that can be a frenz to us! I myself sometimes hate but love this class a lot!!! But now it's our last year together studying in 4TD!!! But still very happy to had tis memories, I will forever never forgot students and teachers and memories of 4TD!!! Take Care eveyone in 4TD!!!
. ' 1:59 AM l
I felt more and more ligthen!!! My tons of weights is disappearing more and more... I'm still myself no change at all... I'm ready for my N levels exams, i'm ready for my future and i'm ready for everythings and anythings!!! Mr Koh Thanks and my frenz!!! My koh i will always rmb what u told!!! 3 Things that we must do in our life!!! 1) Love God!!! 2) Love your Woman!!! 3) Love to laugh at urself!!! Thanks everyone!!! I am still me!!!
