.Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ' 9:39 PM l
Yesterday went out with sooyi during the afternoon, went to lot 1 to play DDR and then watch High School Musical 3. After that went back to bukit batok and slack and drink with her. Hahahs just the both of us sound loving right? But at midnight when she about to come my house to stay overnight, my dad make a big fuss. Haish guess our fate really ends last night. We agree to go our sperate ways since we both knew that even if we are together is still no point not bcuz she or i not devoted but is because my family dislikes her. I cried the whole night, cant even sleep or even have a proper meal. Today she called me but she told me she called the wrong number and hanged my phone. And after that she wont reply any of my messages. Why cant my family give us a chance again? Why must they control me like that? Being sad is what i as a teenager have to go through. Why did they always think that im sad was too much while im just like normal just being quiet. Why do i have to pass this kind of fucking problems. All i wants is to follow my heart but why my dad wants me to being with her. So what if im gonna be hurt again i willing too. I'm really very lost now dont know what to do.
.Monday, October 20, 2008 ' 12:55 AM l
Today went to work late and I'm unable to get my punch card to punch in. Feeling very fuck up lo but still have to torture it after all he's my supervisor. Today while working qin quan ah kor and his girlfriend came down to find me and we went out to slack. First we went to Doubty Exchange to meet sooyi and jie ying awhile and next we went slacking around at the car park outside my outlet. Next during the afternoon jasmine and yvonne came down too hahas im feeling very happy to see her been missing her since last night. We went to eat at Doubty Exchange and then went to arcade to play DDR. Hahahs silly childish girl girl im not a pro hor. At night after work we went out for a dinner with the other staffs to celebrate a farewell party for David. David is a Best Denki staff in my outlet and he was the one who have been teaching me and guiding me in my job. I'm really gonna miss him a lot because without him, i believe im still have blur blur quiet guy been bullied and snatched sale away from me by others. I'm really very thankful to have him really thanks a lot David. Good luck and all the best at takashimaya really hope to see you soon again. At the party we chat and drink and have fun talking craps around. Overall i guess i kinda innocent at my age now there is still more to learn and more to go. After the party we are waiting at the main road for taxi while at the same time jasmine called me to keep accompany. Inside the taxi the driver was a joker keep talking to us and joke around and talking about his experiences in his job. Anyway thanks a lot kenny for fetching me home.
To: Hao yi
You are the second friend i knew who cames from a very good background and yet so humble, im really very happy and peasure to know you and be able to be friends. You're a good man Hao yi so wish you all the best here and last long with your girlfriend wohx ^^
To: All viewers
There are still more photos to be upload, the photos will be upload at the end of next week
This is David the guy i respected the most and me
A blur version of the two gays
We are the GAYS :) opps my face ^^
The loving couple~ Cat and David~
After all im still me ^^
Hao yi and his girlfriend
OMG ANOTHER GAYS~ Desmond and David
Hao yi and Claudius :D Lets smile :D
.Saturday, October 18, 2008 ' 10:11 PM l
Today happen a lot of stuffs which i dont wish to say it out. For those who helpped me my brothers, i really wants to thanks you all for your care for me. Today for no reasons i was been beaten up by a guy because he's jealous of me about a girl. At start im really letting in to him but he keeps testing my patiences and finally he gave me a few punchs! My patience had reached my limit and so fights goes on and off. Making the whole day messy but thanks to my brothers who helpped me when i need. Now i knew who is truely my friends and who are not. Those who love to bullshit in front of me about how good they are and so are all SHITS. Right now im still thinking about something. Should i gave a chance or should i let go. Is it worthy for me to give a chance?
