.Friday, December 29, 2006 ' 6:35 AM l
Ahh jsut came back frm Grad nightx... So much funy performers and events! I kinda missed all the funs due to having a scholarship awards presentation! So happy gotten $500 as the awards! After getting the award i rushed to Grad Night and was late and missed out almost everything... When reached there was kinda felt so boring bcuz i kinda been left out by my classmates... They all going to clubbing but due to shortage of tickets so i cant go... SO sianz so i go back to batok and meet my kor kor they all and start slacking until now... So bad luck just now been catch by polices just now and almost been locked up cuz we trespassing CSC... So lucky that the guards willing to let us go for this time... Phew haiz missing her wondering and wondering!!!
.Tuesday, December 26, 2006 ' 1:47 AM l
Haiz darling i really missed you a lot!!! Really missed you!!! Haiz
.Monday, December 25, 2006 ' 5:02 AM l
Just came back from party in KFC with the ex IMM KFC staffs in KFC BBE where im working right now!!! So much talking and drinking, now kinda felt drunk but i won't be like last time le saying things without thinking le... Just now before the party, Nazree, Farah and me were working from 5pm-11pm... So much of fooling around while working and so much acting of SOON BENG in the working... After work Nazree and i plan to sabo my meix meix (Farah) so i cheated her that i want a meeting outside KFC right now!!! And she just go out! When she's outside we threw flour at her giving her makeup like a snow queen hahahs.... Meix Meix new comers are like that so next time you sure got a chance to sabo other people... After that i went home take a bath and change my clothes and come down to KFC again for the party... Kinda felt moody but somehow trying to cheer up... Been thinking of you, Missed you badly, Wishing that i can had another chance!!! Just one more chance will do!!!
. ' 4:54 AM l
Haiz im so stupid again still havent learn my mistake and lesson!!! I'm so USELESS not to face challage!!! I should had fight for it, fight for my Love but still i didnt face it!!! LOVE : Big Sacrifice Cause Big Pain to your Heart!!! If i will to had another chance again, i will fight for my LOVE i will sure fight for it even if it had to spend my LIFE!!! I finally understand why u want me to listen to "My Heart" I will always remember it inside my Heart!!! I'm very happy to get to be with u and be able to love you... Hope that guy will treat u a lot more better than me! If ever he hurts you i'm gonna KILLL him for sure!!!
.Sunday, December 24, 2006 ' 3:25 AM l
If we love somebody could we be this strong.
I will fight to win our love willl conquer all.
I wouldn't risk my love even just one night.
Our love will stay in my heart.
My Heart...
. ' 3:21 AM l
Haiz heard the news of u leaving me make me felt so sad so lonely... Been listening to the song u told me... What should i do? Why didnt i said NO to you... Why did i said YES!!! I'm so stupid!!! Haiz im lost clueless now... It really hurts me a lot you know!!! Looking up at the dark sky wondering what to do? Wander around outside in the peaceful night but saddness just came out from my heart spoilding all the peace... *SOB* *SOB*
. ' 12:21 AM l
Haiz just came back frm working.... Quite a busy day cuz today only got 4 staffs... 2 of the staffs went home early so after 9pm left only Nazree and me... People just keep coming in the KFC buying food non stop making us had a busy and tired day... Today's selling was very good but our body was down... Hahahs just now while working too busy until keep burn by oil kinda look like been cut like that... That is the pic of my wound>>>
Haiz just now almost finish work kinda blackout inside the toilet of KFC... Kinda blackout for 15 mins or show ba... After that been waken by a sms frm my darling... Not a good message at all... Haiz she left me alone le... Nevermind life still gonna go on... First was N levels result and now her... Kinda lost now... Wondering what to do next???
.Monday, December 18, 2006 ' 7:05 PM l
Today was the day when N's Level results were out!!! I gotten 17 points for my N's level... English Language SYLL T : 5
Mathematics SYLL T : 4
Science SYLL T : 4
Computer Applications : 1
Basic Chinese : 3
Total : 17
Hmmm passed my Science at least my hard work never goes down the drain but then English and Mathematics were my best subjects but now both the grades had fall a lot... Kinda not happy about my results... My targets were to get 4As at least but seens like i gotten one As only... Haiz should i be happy about my results or not? Kinda felt moody now... But dont regret what i did... Gonna work harder next time!!! Right at the moment i'm gonna be moody due to N level results...
To: All my frenz,
If ur ever talks to me outside and i nv reply, I'm sorry cuz i'm kinda of moody...
Sign Off: ClaudZ aka ~Cloud~
Right now just had to think what couses i want!!!
.Sunday, December 17, 2006 ' 1:02 AM l
Hmmm today saturday 16/12/2006 was a lucky lucky day for my darling... Friday 15/12/2006 she asked me to go out with her, her sis and her sis" guy on sat and i was working that day... So i told her i try to make it... At night my manager say tmr i can off and i was so happy just then she sms me and ask tmr can go mah if cant nvm... Then i told her i cant make it cuz i wanna suprise her on sat... Then at night she sms me again asking me i realli cant go out ar? I replied "NO" kinda hurt her... Suddenly she told her sis that she don't wanna go out on sat le bcuz i didnt go ba... So i was kinda wanna tell her the truth but then just had to wait until sat morning... Saturday morning her sister told me that she dont wan to go liao, so i told her that truth that i'm going and i wanna give her a suprise since we seldom met each other and missed each other so much... Lucky she did go out with us and shop... But then she's late for so long... Nevermind girlss... After that we went to Westmall shop around for a while then went to Vivo City again... At the we took photos and did a lot of crazy stuffs like trying to throw her inside the pool at the third floor of Vivo... After went outside Vivo where there is waterfall... And tooks photos and oso play water running around like crazy kids... LOLX... After go back home... Half way inside the MRT, darling's mother sms her say meeting she and her sister at clementi and so we all was like wahx sianz... So hard to go out together and now had to leave soon... Kinda felt sad... But nevermind at least having a good time together... Haiz Darling missed u a lot a lot sia...
.Tuesday, December 12, 2006 ' 1:57 AM l
Hmmm today went to work in the morning in KFC and had a busy time for the whole day... After rush home and get myself wash up and change and went out to csc meet xian wen and yong xiang... Hmmm why am i there bcuz the both of them asked me out... But i think actually they both of them was on a date ba... Not sure abt it but i knw i very extra to accompany them... First went to lan shop and play then went to bowling centre and played a few rounds... Xian wen kinda so quiet for most of the time... But then she just keep laughing dont knw over what... After that went to play arcarde then just walked around CSC... After that i PS them alone and ran away what happen next i dont knw liao... Nothing must liao... Going to chiong audition liao!!!
.Wednesday, December 06, 2006 ' 4:14 PM l
Wahxxxx ahhhhhh haiz just woke up... Yesterday night was a bad night really a bad one a nightmare!!! Yesterday went to seok yee hse and meet Ah Heng, Wei Xian, Chen Hao and Clarence... After that we felt very veri sianz and went to drink soek yee father's beer...(Actually is not beer i dont knw what was i called but is a very strong beer that all i knw) Ah Heng, Wei Xian, Chen Hao and me drink only, all of us just finish the beer in one shot! After a while i felt dizzy and dont knw to what lah... Awhile later was Ah Heng drunk but he only lay on the sofa watching television and fell deep sleep... Chen Hao was fine but Wei Xian was the one who create the nightmare!!! He was damm drunk and he started to make a lot of noise! Then he keep trying to run out of the hse saying he wanna look for doctor bcuz soek yee was hurt but she was okkie!!! I tried to control wei xian but he's too drunk but then still had to control him no matter what sia!!! After a few hours finally he cool down and fall asleep deep sleep... But then i was injured by him got a few punches frm him and used up every single of my energy trying to stop him... Haiz wei xian ar train harder next time.... Ahhhh my body was aching over right now.....
.Monday, December 04, 2006 ' 12:38 AM l
Wahx so many days never update my blog liao... Hmm things here are going fine now for me... Few days ago been chased out of the hse by my mother over stupid things... Haiz but nevermind abt it... Yesterday my parents bought me a new computer and was placed inside my room YEAH!!! So happy sia finally gotten what i want... Hmm Christmas coming soon... Got a lot of plans and things gonna be busy for!!! Missed everyone so much, missed my friends so much and miss her so much!!! No choice got a lot of things in hand need to be done... Hopefully everythings can be completed as soon as possible... Gonna go now and rest....
