.Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ' 8:59 PM l
Sorry for the late blogging. Yesterday was my 1st day of work at my new job. I'm working in sale line at a shop named NET at P.S. Working as full time sale and is quite tiring. Enjoy working at there too the pay is good and the job is fine for me. Yesterday made a lot of mistakes was kinda blur after all it's my 1st day. Went home after work feeling very very tired and the same time i wass missing some1. *yawn* im so tired today now im wondering whether should i meet nicholas later on?
.Monday, November 17, 2008 ' 3:27 PM l
Yesterday was feeling very boring at home since jacqueline cant go out but later in the afternoon she was allowed to go out by her father. So we meet up at the bus stop near her house and took 176 down to redhill to my great grandmother house to find benny the dog. When jacqueline saw benny she was so shocked that beeny was that big size and she dont dare to step into the house. Hahas after all she's a shy girl so cant really say what to get her in the house so i grabbed her hand and pull her into the house while trying to stop benny from licking her 0.o Helpped her took some photos with benny and then bring benny down for a walk. Haas bring benny back home and slacked until 6.30pm and went to take bus 14 to suntec city. On our way to sun tec city, we chatted about funny stuffs or craps and also pass by nice places. Eye-ing on some places and wish to take photos but then we have to save it for other times ba. Reached sun tec city and she bought me to a small fountain at the 3rd storey and next we went out to the outer part of fountain of wealth and took loads of photos. Haas as usual i need to keep asking her to take photos since she's a very shy girl. We both will like a crazy small kids feeling shy here and there but in the end we still tooks photos ^^ Next we went to mac cause she's hungry and so am i~!!! Have our delicious dinner at mac and then went into the inner part of fountain of wealth. At there both of us made a silence wish as we strech our right hand out the water and walked three rounds. Haas hopefully my silence wish will come true. After that we walk to singapore flyer de bus stop and took 77 bus back to bukit batok. Send her back home and i went back home. Right now here are the photos we took yesterday -happy viewing-
Jacqueline & Benny
Benny style
He is so cute omg o.0
The Singapore Flyer
Outer part of Fountain Of Wealth
Jacqueline and Claudius let smile : D
Opps i became shorter =.=
The smiley of us
She's Jacqueline Let smile for her~
This is me let smile for me ?
What can we do? Just have a smile on our face
We are really very zi lian for sure ~ ~ ~
The colours light shinning at the waters
That words is I LOVE YOU
.Sunday, November 16, 2008 ' 1:39 PM l
14th of Nov that night went out accompanying dinner with jacqueline at mac nearby our house. We sat inside mac and she was kinda stressing about what to eat for her dinner. And i kept disturbing her about some stuffs and next she went crazy ^^ Jacqueline i knew you will view my blog and so here is a reminder for you, remember what is on the tv inside mac ? ? ? Hahahs send some message to 78800 to show it at the television inside mac. After eating we went to her block de playground there and slack and chat ^^ After that we starts to moon graze and we tooks some photos together :D anyway it's pretty hard to take photo with her since she's a very shy and crazy girl . . . hahas here are some photos about that night got to go back to my lunch le see ya : D
Jacqueline and Claudius :D
The shy part of Jacqueline : D
Omg 0.o i looks so funny
Jacqueline the shy and crazy cutie
.Saturday, November 08, 2008 ' 12:02 AM l
Hahas my dad was been discharge from hospital today ^^ Hahahs dont really know what to post but one thing for sure is i'm able to smile and laugh again with my real feelings. No more fake smile or fake laugh thanks to you im smiling again. Hahahs tomorrow sooyi going off to thailand so wish her happy holidays back in thailand. Sorry that im not going to send you off, because i believe i wont bear to see you off hahas after all u dont need me to come neither so stay happy ba and wish u and him got a story to work together
.Tuesday, November 04, 2008 ' 10:19 PM l
Hahahs today woke up at 7am because sooyi bomb my phone. I meet her at Bukit Batok Mac and passed her writing material and send her to bus interchange. After that went home and sleep like a log. Woke up in the afternoon and login to my msn and nicolina chatted with me. She told me she is going to swimming later on and happen my father asked me to go swimming too. Lols went to Bukit Batok CC to have our lunch and then asked nicholas out to join us for a swim. But too bad the weather got bad and we have to get out of the pool and we went home. Haish 4 more days and she's leaving. Saw her and talk to her today the same old feelings are still there really very hard to accept the fact we are not together
.Sunday, November 02, 2008 ' 9:16 AM l
Haish 6 more days and she will be leaving singapore to her hometown. Bet im gonna miss her but still i just had to force myself to stop it. Been acting childish and unreasonable towards her this few days, dont know what is wrong with me after all im not her anyone but why am i feeling jealous when she went out with her friends who i dont know? Ha~ what the heck am i thinking? Wish to see her one last time before she went back to thailand but i guess better not. I believe meeting her again will cause me even more harder to let go of her and our past memorises. Hopefully she gets a new better guy who is truely worth her love and wont played her out. It's hard to let go of her but i had to let go. Seriously i really dont know what am i talking or even thinking just feeling very clueless and down. I may look happy or fine in the outside but what am i feeling in my heart are everything opposite of my expression from the outside. Haish after all tomorrow will be starting to work at tuas with wei xian and i believe i wont be having time for anything else. One thing for sure about me is im still not ready for any new relationship.
