.Thursday, June 28, 2007 ' 12:40 AM l
What's wrong with me? Ever since that day, i changed a lot, changed to a diff person. Right now i'm doing stuffs that i don't usually will try to do. Suddenly i felt i'm diff. . . Been thinking this few questions but can't find an answer to it. Only her, the only one can answer all my questions but then will she answered them in what i wished it to be? Everyday i'm trying to put up a smile on my face but every time i smile i'm more EMO inside my smile. This few days i been very EMO too EMO till my friends around kinda scared of me being EMO O.o Just like waht valerie said to me: claudius don't keep EMO where's the cheerful and crazy claudius i used to had not the claudius who is still crazy and cheerful but all this was just a fake one. >.<>.< You told me to give each other 1 month time but i felt that you love HIM more, you needs HIM more. This few questions really gonna give me a hell of my life, i'm starting to lost control of myself. What should i do? I'm feeling very stress, sad and hurts. I love you, i really love you but will you come back to me? This song in my blog is the song that i will like to sing to you together if another song that i sang before to you, if only i had another chance. I will be there, i will swear that my love for you is true and i will be the one to take your breath away and save your soul tonight. . .
