.Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ' 4:34 PM l
Yesterday spend the whole night thinking and thinking. Even asked nicholas out to give me some advises. Guess i'm at fault too, she was my stead and yet i didnt trust her. So many questions in my mind. What should i do? Can anyone tell me? Even if someone told me what to do, will i follow? I wanna ask her for patch but i'm scared she will still faded feelings for me. Friends around been trying to consuell me, some of them asked me to ask her for patch and not to think so much. While some just said go out and have fun 1st play around and flirt around 1st. Hais playing or flirtinng around? Never cross my mind before. . . Everynight when i slept i always dream about her, felt happy to see her by my side. My face will show a smile and very happy smile but when i woke up and look around. Everything was jsut a DREAM. My smile faded away and a saddness face was reveal. Hais don't think i wil be able to forget her easily even if i got a new stead i believe somewhere deep inside my heart there is still a space for her and missing her.
