.Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ' 11:38 PM l
Some things are really hard to be explain no matter how hard i tried it just cause endless misunderstandings. Hais hopefully you will come to my blog and read this post and get what i mean. Ever since we sperated from that path, i been feeling very lonely even thought i had friends but the feelings between friends and you are diff. When you will away for that one whole week i been telling myself that it's useless to stay at that stop and it's time to move on, been moving on well till when you're back. You called me and im shocked. I missed you a lot really a lot but i felt hurts whenever i miss you. I wish to give up the feelings towards you but not you in person, whenever i heard of your voice i just miss the time we had on the phone, looking at your face made me thinking about the love and care you gave. I may seem strong and cold in the outside but deep inside my heart im just weak and useless that no1 ever knows. I dont ask for anything much but just hope you will understand what i'm saying and the next time you heard my voice will be christmas.
