.Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ' 9:39 PM l
Yesterday went out with sooyi during the afternoon, went to lot 1 to play DDR and then watch High School Musical 3. After that went back to bukit batok and slack and drink with her. Hahahs just the both of us sound loving right? But at midnight when she about to come my house to stay overnight, my dad make a big fuss. Haish guess our fate really ends last night. We agree to go our sperate ways since we both knew that even if we are together is still no point not bcuz she or i not devoted but is because my family dislikes her. I cried the whole night, cant even sleep or even have a proper meal. Today she called me but she told me she called the wrong number and hanged my phone. And after that she wont reply any of my messages. Why cant my family give us a chance again? Why must they control me like that? Being sad is what i as a teenager have to go through. Why did they always think that im sad was too much while im just like normal just being quiet. Why do i have to pass this kind of fucking problems. All i wants is to follow my heart but why my dad wants me to being with her. So what if im gonna be hurt again i willing too. I'm really very lost now dont know what to do.
