.Sunday, November 02, 2008 ' 9:16 AM l
Haish 6 more days and she will be leaving singapore to her hometown. Bet im gonna miss her but still i just had to force myself to stop it. Been acting childish and unreasonable towards her this few days, dont know what is wrong with me after all im not her anyone but why am i feeling jealous when she went out with her friends who i dont know? Ha~ what the heck am i thinking? Wish to see her one last time before she went back to thailand but i guess better not. I believe meeting her again will cause me even more harder to let go of her and our past memorises. Hopefully she gets a new better guy who is truely worth her love and wont played her out. It's hard to let go of her but i had to let go. Seriously i really dont know what am i talking or even thinking just feeling very clueless and down. I may look happy or fine in the outside but what am i feeling in my heart are everything opposite of my expression from the outside. Haish after all tomorrow will be starting to work at tuas with wei xian and i believe i wont be having time for anything else. One thing for sure about me is im still not ready for any new relationship.
